Hidden mystery

One thing he hated the most were mind games, in short Ethan lived a boring life until love struck him a forbidden love at that…. And just like that he was throw in the world of uncertainty,that required him to be cautious with his words or doings … for what though???the love that could not be reciprocated ???Was it worth it ??? That was not certain….would he solve the mystery that fell his way and his forbidden love ??? Would his love accept him ??? Or family come his way?? Those were the thoughts Ethan lately found himself battling with because One wrong move could cost all:: Mike I love you!!!! Ethan begged his elder brother for what seemed like the hundredth time in the day His brother hand moved swiftly on Ethan’s neck pushing him to the end of the wall causing Ethan to wince in pain from the collision Wasting no time his grip tightened around his neck causing him to choke on his last words Don’t you ever say that : Mike warned Never again !! Love is not a word to play with child he spat furiously and unwilling let go of his younger brother neck who now was left in tears from the hold Are you scared of father and Mother ?? Ethan asked regardless of the warning …. Or it’s because of Ruth???? Because the last I checked you didn’t care about her , Ethan pushed further You don’t wanna do this … I l mean be with me , am bad for you , no for everyone and I love Ruth ….Mike implored And I can’t leave her Why why her??? Why not me??Ethan continued with his asking now with more tears falling … he took a step further and closed the gap between them…I know you trying to protect me ..I mean everyone does that for me already… just let me love you.. Ethan pleaded once more , desperate wanting for his brother to agree to his love … I can’t Ethan !! I can’t …you know for sure that am not gay and and he signed Mike what ?? Ethan asked further advancing forward making their head touch inches from his lips Ruth is having my child, and there is more you need to know that doesn’t meet the eye …father did something to Ruth’s family ..Mike signed again at this rate he could be getting grey hair soon … i cant love you…maybe as a lover but let me protect you… he signed again was this now a habit ? I want everything…you as my brother and lover …I don’t care about Ruth…and about father he can too go to hell for all I care …. just want you ….I love you Mike and with hesitation he closed the gap and kissed his lips