8 Feelings aren’t easy to understand

Recap:

I'm not ugly?

I'm not annoying?

Someone actually likes me???

Someone doesn't think I'm boring?

Kaboosh!!!

I think I have to talk to Olivia and Delilah about this.

I begin to call them.....

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"H-Hello.." a groggy Delilah answers the call first. Then enters Olivia but her screen seems to be all black and she's whispering.

"Are you feeling ok, Olivia?" I ask and she simply nods yet head.

Anyway!! I tell them what had just happened to me and Delilah speaks up first.

"Livvy dear you owe me 50~~ I told you this would happen!!"

Wait

"50? Did you guys bet on this happening before it happened??!!! I'm so confused how did you know?!"

Olivia then answers whilst giggling"Sweetie it's pretty obvious but it seems only you and Alex didn't know."

"Wait Alex doesn't know?" That's unusual considering the fact he knows everything. And the fact that his friend likes me is not known to him is kinda shocking too.

"Maybe he does know but doesn't want to interfere with his friend and lose him." Delilah pipes in her thought after a minute of silence.

"Well it's very strange to me! Someone actually likes me and they don't think I'm weird." Just thinking of the fact of how he confesses made me giggle and smile but he isn't Alex.

I like Alex but seeing how growing up he just got more handsome and handsome tells me he will most likely get a lover pretty quickly. I should probably do the same after all feeling can change with proper guidance of course!

Well after talking for an hour we all sign off to go sleep but unfortunately for me I couldn't get the scene out of my head.

Maybe I'll try it out?

Or should I ask Alex for his advice?

No! I must decide this on my own!! I don't want to hurt Noah but even if I want everyone to be happy it's never going to work.

Feelings aren't easy.

I'll have to consult with Alex, after all, he's my best friend (not including my feelings for him).

I know I shouldn't compare Alex and Noah but just thinking about it...

I'm comfortable with Alex, after all, we grew up together but Noah seems to treat me nicely and he's liked me for a while.

Well, I'll just sleep on the thought.

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I wake up tired from all the thinking I did last night but it was not worth it because I still ended with the same conclusion of not knowing what to do.

I get ready for school and hope for the best to happen.

Maybe I'll tell him tonight while we walk to the ice cream parlor or should I just keep quiet and not reveal anything?!!

Ahhhhh why is this so frustrating!!!

I have to admit tho today I will not be able to think straight but enough of that off tho school!

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Today I could barely focus on anything but one things for sure I have absolutely no feelings for Simon but both Noah and Alex make my heart flutter and they both always try to help me.

Aghhhh this is aggravating!!!

"What's got you so worked up?" Alex asks me after I bang my head on the lunch table.

"I'm literally stupid." I tell him with a defeated look on my face.

"Oh come on you know you aren't stupid!" Delilah answers me with her mouth full of fries. "Oh

Yeah about Noah-"

"WAIT!!!" I yell out but then add "I'm still embarrassed... and haven't fully accepted the fact he confessed."

Ptoeee!

"HE DID WHAT?!?" Alex screams while spitting his sprite and standing up but this caused people around us to look at us but he then say down and repeated in a lower voice. "What the actual F**k did he tell you?"

So now that the cats out of the bag I tell him what had happened. He then proceeded to stay quiet and tells me not worry about anything because he's going to do something about it.

Whatever that means I hope I didn't ruin their friendship after all they have been friends for a while and when Alex doesn't hang out with me he spends most of his time with them.

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After lunch ends we all went to class but Alex continued on being extremely quiet and I was getting concerned. So whilst in Chemistry, Mr.Drake was busy teaching everyone about how boiling works, I see that Alex is lost in thought so the best course of action is to ask him what's wrong. I write on a notecard.

'Is everything ok?' And send the notecard his way and even though it takes him a minute to notice he answers and sends it back to me.

'No, you told the girls what had happened before you told me.'

He was hurt! I didn't think this would happen. I feel extremely bad now.

'I'm sorry I didn't tell you first! But because he is your friend I didn't want to ruin things between you two. Is there anyway I could make it up to you?'

He keeps the paper for a while before sending it back.

It read. 'Tomorrow night let's go out to kai's karaoke and you have to preform my favorite song in front of everyone. After we will continue with going to the arcade and you have to beat me at least 3 times. After that we go back to my place and watch anime. How does that sound?'

'Alex sweetheart! You know how much I love doing everything except preforming in public. You got yourself a deal. Let's do that right after school tomorrow!! Also are we also inviting everyone else?'

'NO ABSOLUTELY NOT! We are not having Noah nor Delilah and Olivia ruin our time together!!! Got that so only be sure to think about me!!!'

I blink and just have a whole fangirl moment cuz that sounded like he actually liked me back but I highly doubt it.