113 Why don't you just go to hell?

"Find another woman to take your place," Kiyohira speaks slowly to me. "The woman who can turn me on the way you do."

"Have you lost your head?" I don't remember how many times I have asked him that question since we got married. I am supposed to be the crazy one. The medicines on the table belong to me. He's slightly cracked in the head too. But asking a current wife to find a new wife is too much.

"Are you the only one who can act insanely?" He asks me with a grave voice. "It's fair, isn't? You don't want to be with me. You married me despite knowing how much I love you. You happily let me fuck you, but you won't accept being with me. You have made me addicted to your body. Then, take responsibility and find someone else to satisfy me. After that, you can go."

I hammer down the thoughts and troublesome feelings trying to make me crazier than I already am. He is getting on my nerve. He can't accept 'no'. Why?