6 Jay's POV

My day has been pretty boring ...of course I am an over thinker when things don't go my way , "1 think that this girl is trying to get in my head. Nobody talks to me with an attitude, nobody dares to speak back at me in this school, , I can see the way she looks at me every time am around her or sitting with my friends ...its like she is criticising or judging me who knows what goes on in that pretty blond' head of hers .",Jay are you even listening , wait where are your toy-girls today ?..or did you already find someone you like ?, Jade, one of my pals brings me back to reality ...she looks at me with a huge smirk on her face, its currently at lunch time and am sitting in my table with my friends . Johnie is telling Cara something I didn't catch and they seem not to notice what am doing. Kendal (blondie) as I came to know her name this morning after we were assigned a project together seems to be stealing some glances at our table and i can' t help but notice. There's something special about this girl cause unlike all the other girls in school she doesn't seem interested in sleeping or being one of my followers and I have to find out what it is. " Nothing just a slight headache I say to her , , and just then Jennette joins us and sits on my laps and pecks my lips , "Hey there baby , her actions piss me off , usually she never acts like this , of course i'd expect this from one of her cheerleading mates or some random girl but off lately she's been lets say overprotective , she catches feelings everytime am messing around with other girls and am just not into the clingy type. " hey" I tell her with a forced smile."Why are you so mood, ?don't act like you don't like it when I sit on your face , , , , " she says by now my ears are already red and am furious. Any other day I'd be turned on and I would have her pinned on a wall somewhere but I just don't feel like it today. My head is somewhere else and I can't help but wish that I didn't have all this attention around....being popular in highschool, people will assume all sorts of things about you , still talk about you and wanna make friends with you. Am a very closed person when it comes to expressing my feelings that's why I find it easier to mess around with no strings attached. So do wanna tell me what got you so worked up? I just stare in her ocean blue eyes and stand up from where am sitted, , wait here I'll be back in a second, I now have my friends attention as I stand up and head straight to where Ken is seated with her friends. as I am closing up to them I hear her say that she's never been with anyone and that she's not interested in the girl they are talking about ...to add insults to an injury she tells her Friend Cara, who is actually my neighbor , we used to be friends till 6th grade when she chose to hangout with the looser s..while I was now hanging out with Jennettes crew. We still talk but not as close as we used to be before. I tap her shoulder and her friends seem pretty surprised, can we talk? I ask her ...not here. she stands up and follows me out of the cafeteria ..from a far I can hear someone say God am jealous of the new girl... she just joined this school and she already has her attentions ...I assume everyone staring already used to the attention I am getting and walk out of the cafeteria down the hallway.Ken is right behind me and she seems nervous.I don't know what overcame me but an idea struck my mind I grab her hand and quickly pull her in the janitors closet. She seems so tense as I close the door behind me.lost in her green eyes I cant help it, its like something is pulling me towards her ... I have so many emotions right now lost in her green eyes and I cant help but wonder why she doesn't like me ....she takes too step behind and bumps to the wall and I can sense that shes nervous ....I place my hand on the wall almost closing the gap between us, "what is so special about you ? why do you hate me ?, I mumble slowly usually I am too aggressive but I feel the need to take time with her ...she looks at me with worried eyes then at my lips and bites hers ...that gesture gives me goosebumps and the tension between us is intense ..Jay , I don't hate you , , this is just how I am ,.. what do you expect ?? how do I even start to trust you as my partner ,? some one who already has quite a reputation here...she tells me now looking straight in my eyes ...something about the way she said my name calms me. "Hey' blondie most of the times I know I cant be a bitch but just give me a chance , get to know me first and with time if you won't like me then its a fair fight, forget about what everyone is saying around , , this is highschool and we gotta do what we have to survive ....most people just assume what they hear ...they is always a story behind everything ... so how about tomorrow I pick you after school we go at mines and get started at this project .. she looks at me for a second ...and I can smell her vanilla- mint scent and am too tempted to close the gap between us and kiss those beautiful plump pink lips ...its like they are calling for me. I take a huge gulp of my saliva trying to keep myself calm ....Uuuuhm okay then after school it is just don't be late. I have seen what you can do at the parking lot and if you get to that then we will never finish I can see jealousy by the way she is talking....Give me your phone I add my number. in her contacts and give it back ...i then open the closet door and let her walk out first ...my face is red and I have this tingly sensention in my veins ...what is happening to me , , I have never experienced this many emotions towards someone and something about this girl that screams danger ..."Hey Jay was it really necessary ...you know the janitors closet ?, , you could have just talked to me publicly "...she smiles at me as she walks back to her friends I cant help but stare .my hearts skips a beat ..fudge"" am in trouble .....I want it all with her ...I say to myself ...I have to find a way to make her mine "...just as I am about to sit down , , the bell rings seems like jennettes got bored and left cause I can see her talking to Jimmy the quarterback.....my friends look at me wiredly as we walk out of the cafeteria , , "hey can we talk after school , Johnnie say....I tell her fine as I walk to my calculus class....well that was wired .....I think to myself.