5 DERECK

My life is perfect, well was perfect until I figured out that my supposed to be best friend is my step brother, well you see the image, the reputation I have in school and my social life pretty much a perfection, but what people don't know is that everything is a lie, my whole life has been a lie, and no matter how fucked up it is, they expect me to do good, so I did but I'm sick of it, I'm sick to keep living up to people expectation, our family has been ruined, the damage is done and can't be fix, my mother is a cold stuck up woman who only cares about her reputation and my father is a cunning businessman who is selfish and sneaky, I bet they don't even know how I like my egg cooked for breakfast because they don't care, they had me because their family forced them and expect them to have a perfect family picture.

Growing up I really had no one to play with except for Aaron, we did pretty much everything together, so it hurts me so much when I found out that he was the son of that woman who makes my family falling apart, to top it all, he knew it all along , I used to envy him a lot, even though he has no father figure, he had a very loving mom who loves him despite of the condition they were in, she always put Aaron first before herself, I envy him how he could have someone who would wipe his tears when he fell, when he got hurt and told him that everything is going to be fine and calmed him down, I envy him how he had someone who would scold him if he did something bad, I never had that, I never had that unconditional loving treatment and affection like he had with his mom, not until I met her.

Scarlett, the moment I first saw her I didn't meant to fall in love with her, she was just another target of mine, i was a douche in disguise, I mean everyone knows I'm a charmer, everyone fell for my charm, that's why I've been called a player, but what they didn't know was that I am not as perfect as they thought, "You were amazing." That's Mrs. Connor my history teacher, I'm her secret affair and it's been happening since last year, "of course I am, but this will be the last time we are seeing each other Mrs. Connor, I have a girlfriend and I love her." She just smiled at me as she was button up her blouse, "sure." She says as she kissed my cheeks again and left the abandoned warehouse, it's still located in school area, no one really go there so it's been our secret get away to do all of the nasty thing, no one knows about us, not even Aaron.

After that session I had with Mrs. Connor I went straight home, and when I arrived go directly to my room, before I could enter my room, I saw Aaron just watching me from his room, "the fuck are you looking at?" he smirks, "how was your little session with Mrs. Connor, my dear brother?" I wasn't expecting him to find out, "what do you want?" he just look at me with his judgy eyes, "chill Dereck, I'm just warning you, you lucky it was just me who was there witnessing your little secret, imagine if it was someone else?" I know that this is his way to threatening me, his calm sneaky way to get whatever he wants from me, as he sips his warm tea, "I want nothing from you, I'm just warning you, next time? Find a better place than that abandoned building, just because it's abandoned, that doesn't mean people don't go there anymore, you should know better." That's weird? He wasn't threatening me? "thankyou." I said as he turned around and smiled at me.