1 Chapter I
Jamilah P.O.V
Sup, I'm Jamilah and I'm apart of the crescent moon pack one of the largest packs known to wolf kind, I've lived the past 3 (almost 4) years suffering and in so much pain. The bullying and abuse started after the incident when I was 12 years of age. I had a good life, filled with love and hope for a good future, but so far I don't see that happening.
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*Queue flashback*
I was having a day out with my best friend, Caroline the Alphas daughter and my mum the Betas wife, along with Caroline's mum the Luna. We were heading home when rogues jumped us. Our mothers stepped in instantly, shifting into wolf form, and started protecting Caroline and I. There were just too many rogues to handle though, we heard a yelp to our right and that's when we saw a rogue with its jaw tight around the Luna's neck.
Her body went limp in the rogue's mouth and Caroline shook and started sobbing softly with pain in her eyes. This had given the rogues time to jump at my mother, and when she yelped Caroline and I snapped our heads towards the horrific scene of my mother with her throat getting ripped out by the rogues, blood spilling in a pool around her. Caroline then started bawling, she fell to her knees and sobbed hysterically. While I was frozen in my place not wanting to believe what just happened.
The rogues then looked our way realising we were there and snarled viciously. We both jumped and I was snapped back to reality and Caroline stumbled to her feet still in hysterics. But before the rogues could attack at us we all heard two loud howl's followed by the rest of our strong warriors, ending in the last of our pack members including the pups and lastly the omegas.
We realised the first two were from the Alpha and the Beta, my father. And clearly, so did the rogues as they backed up an inch in fear. Then a few seconds later the Alpha, Ace, Beta, Gamma and the warriors came through the clearing in wolf form and shifted quickly (all wolves shift back into undergarments or shorts, just not the same clothes as they were wearing). They stormed over to us and whimpered at the sight of my mother and Luna lying lifeless on the ground. The warriors then jumped at the remaining rogues killing them swiftly as we have the largest and strongest pack known to wolf kind.
When the rogues were dead on the ground near my mother and the Luna, everyone then looked our way and the Alpha growled out "WHAT the hell happened!?"
"t-the rogues attacked as w-we were heading home" I mumbled out.
"WHAT!? And you didn't think to help them or get help!?" He grumbled.
At this point, I was shaking in fear. What were they going to do? They just lost their mates and that's one of the most painful things to happen to a wolf, being rejected is hell for a wolf, but to lose them to death destroys you mentally and can lead to suicides from the pain. "It was all Jamilah's fault! She could've done something as I was clearly unstable too, but no, she left them to be murdered by the rogue!" I heard Caroline shout breaking the earth-shattering silence.
"What!? How were you unstable to help? I was just as in shock as you and how could I have helped? I'm weak and we both haven't shifted yet because we aren't of a-" I started to yell but was cut off by the shout of my father.
"SHUT UP JAMILAH! This was clearly all your doing! You let them die! You wanted us to suffer! You wanted us to all suffer" My dad ground out and after every word I felt heavier and heavier. A weight was being pressed onto my shoulders and more were constantly being stacked endlessly.
"but...I...what...how...I didn't do-" I stuttered trying to speak but I was too in shock.
"enough! You, Jamilah Blackerst, will pay for what you have done..." Caroline grumbled out in the same tone her father spoke in.
"You runt...You even tried to deny what you have done, you will pay for everything" I was shocked to hear Ace say this as he was like a second brother to me. I was shocked in general as I was loved by everyone even if I wasn't as strong.
*end of flashback*
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After this incident occurred I became an outcast, a nobody who was known and hated by everyone even the omegas. My brother and father now hated me and my brother ignored my existence while my father abused me the most out of everyone.
I'm used to it though, I mean it has almost been 4 years, I'm turning 16 in about a week along with my brother as we're twins. He's about a day and a half older so he'll shift before me, this scares me because wolves become aggressive after they shift for a few hours because of the pain. I'm not as strong as everyone else because the pack won't let me train with them so I don't know self-defence, and I have a bit of weight on me because of that, it's not major weight but I definitely don't have muscle.
This is my story, and believe me, it's a bloody long one so sit tight and get comfortable with your popcorn or whatever you crave when reading. Enjoy! (note the sarcasm).
