4 Chapter 04

"I'm going to leave you two alone to get to know each other better."

I hear Garry mutter to the new guy before he walks out of the room and I tried to calm down my nerves as quick as I could before getting off the bed and walking towards the direction of the closet.

His eyes follows every single movement that I make, and I know because they are practically boring into my head.

I hear him shift between his legs but I refuse to take my gaze back and meet his eyes.

"Can I ask you a question? "

He utters, while I turn back staring at him, and not saying anything..

"I guess I'm just gonna say it anyways. Why are you like this? "

He whispers, as if almost scared I would punch him or something.

"Like what? "

I found myself blurting as I turned back and walked to the closet.

I need to go to the gym.

"Lonely,? Miserable? Pitiful? Scared little girl? Frightened? Is that what you mean, Mr bodyguard?? Is that what you freaking mean? "

I yell, my anger surfacing.

I hate being pitied, especially from a human! He must think I'm miserable after what he just saw me go through.

"no no, Sarah. That wasn't what I mean "

I hate that his voice is so calm right now.

Making me feel guilty.

Wait! When did I start feeling anything?

"Then what? "

I snap through gritted teeth.

"Fear of body contact... "

He whispers, too low but I heard it anyways.

I sigh fnally finding my gym clothes. I'm just gonna ignore him since he's obviously not going to give up.

"Can you go out? I need to dress "

I utters, avoiding his eyes.

"Where are you going? "

He asks and I glare at him.

"You're in no position to ask me where I'm going or headed and can you remind me of what you're still doing here right now?"

"I'm your bodyguard so I have the right to know where you're fling because it's my job to protect you."

"I do not need your fucking protection."

I hiss through my teeth and he sighs, before shaking his head staring at me with a amused grin across his lips.

"Yes, you do. More than you realize."

He smirks at me and I press my lips into a thin line.

"I do not!"

I snap at him before turning back once again.

I grab the clothes and walk into the bathroom, locking the door behind me.

I take off my clothes and my tattered skin stares back at me.

I hate seeing my inner skin, it reminds me of memories.. Bad memories that I want to keep buried down. Bad memories that has remain like a deep scar tainted to my soul.

I touch a spot near to my belly and I wince, hissing at the pain that shoots through me. It's almost healed.

I remember this one, it's a scar from a hot iron.

*SEVEN_YEARS_AGO*

"I'll stop all these, only if you'll tell me the damn stupid code, Sarah!

Is that code really worth it, uh? You suffering like this over some code when you should be living your life to the fullest.

Tell me the code and I'll save you from your miseries.. "

He went around me, touching my neck with his large dirty hands.

"Is that code worth you torturing me like this? "

I threw back the question he asked me and he smiled, revealing his dirty brown teeth.

"Smart.. I like that but I'll answer your question. Yes, it's worth it "

He smiled again and I felt the strong urge to slap him, only if my hands weren't tied.

"Then it's also worth me suffering like this.. "

I smirked, making eye contact with him.

He nodded thrice as if tired of it already then he signalled to one of the guards who brought out a iron.

I flinched immediately cause air poofed out of it.

He grabbed a chair and seat right in front of me.

"Strip her... "

He ordered and In seconds, my clothes were torn away, leaving me only in my bra and pants.

"Such a beautiful body.. Too bad I've to do this but let's see just how much that code is worth you suffering.. "

He smirked and pressed the hot iron to my belly while silent sobs fell from my lips.

It hurt damn much. It was as if my flesh was being torn away from mybody.. Raw.

He stopped after some minutes and dropped the iron.

"This doesn't have to happen if you will just tell me the damn code Sarah "

He growled while I said nothing but cried.

"Very well.. "

He uttered and turned to his guards. He nodded at them and they went out immediately before he turned back to me.

"You know, you're really a beautiful girl. Tell me the code and I'll make sure you never suffer. I'll marry you and spoil you with money.. And sex.. "

He winked while I tried hard not to puke.

Is this man crazy or what?

"You're so beautiful.. "

He uttered and trailed his dirty fingers to the hem of my pant.

Oh gawd! Please no!! No no!!!

I sob quietly as he shifted my pant to the side and slid in one of his fingers.

I flinched, jerking up but his other hand hold me still.

He pulled out his finger and licked it. Ewww!!

"You taste so good.. "

He smiled, ripping away my pant while I broke down into more tears.

"Please.. No... "

I cried but it fell on deaf ears.

"Look at this p***y!! It's all mine! "

He grinned, tapping my core while I pleaded.

I tightened my thighs but he ripped them opened and forced his way into me, slamming into me roughly and I felt everything go blank.

***

"SARAH!!! "

Aidan yells my name and I look up at him.

His eyes are wide and he is breathing so hard.

I realized I had stumbled down and crying endlessly.

"Sarah, are you okay? "

He rushes to me but keeping a distance not to make body contact with me.

"Help me..."

I blurted before I knew what I was saying.

"I can't touch you... "

He groans.

"Please... Do.. "

I blurt again without thinking.