182 UNTRUE FEELINGS

Nino

I was shocked beyond my ribs. What just happened here? What did he just say? Why does he confuse me and left me plundering for answers? That guy has a way of leaving me hanging. This minute he said he liked me and the next minute he calls it a joke. The Toro I know isn't the type that jokes. Always damn serious. Yes, I lied. I lied about my feelings. Everything I always pondered why I act this way around him, the reason I keep going out of my way for him. The reason I don't push him away each time he kisses me or stuff.

I knew from the start that I had grown a soft spot for him in my heart. I knew we had was beyond friendship even though I always label it as friendship. I knew it was more than it. Although I don't know him that much, I feel comfortable around him. I want to tell him everything about me.