2 The cleanse

No. This just would not do. By this time I had a crazy hard boner and I didn't know how to make it go away!!! I decided to do everything in my power to cleanse my thoughts of such impurities. I had to think, what would my father do.

You have to understand that I really looked up to my father. In my eyes he was the symbol of all that was holy and right in this world. So if I hoped to achieve cleanliness of the mind, I saw that I had the perfect example to follow in my old man. So I waited for my physical education class to end, thanking the Lord that it was the last one of the day and I went to the school chapel to pray.

I prayed for two full hours but I can not tell you that I really remember what I said in those prayers. Throughout my prayer session I thought about Mrs Johnson, my physical ed teacher and her luscious jugs and how curvy her behind looked. I knew I was dead locked in the devils clutches and was fighting to get out but all fight seemed futile. I could not have such lewd thoughts about Mrs Johnson. It was so wrong, she was the mother of one of my classmates and choir mates Sabrina.

Mrs Johnson attended my fathers church. She had gotten pregnant at 19 and had twins Sabrina and Sean. Sabrina would always come to church with her mother but I guess Sean was just not interested. There were rumours about him being a big nuisance but small towns and their rumour mills, I paid little attention to those. Their father had passed away 10years ago in service to our country so as a town Mrs Johnson had us and we looked out for each other. This is why these thoughts scared me so much.

Pani town was a small community where everyone knew about everyone else. We were so invested in each others business that it was easy to tell what each person had for breakfast in a day. This is the reason why these thoughts would only be a secret that I would try to get rid of without involving anyone else.