7 me and myself

OK, I admit that until this second, I still can't move on from the old wound. But on the one hand there is a fear of starting over, fear of disappointment, fear of being hurt again. And what I'm most afraid of are "trust issues."

introductions, conversations, deepening of character, these steps that make me hesitate to start over, doesn't mean I don't want to open my heart to new love, but I'm afraid of being disappointed again.

crying, daydreaming, lack of enthusiasm, lethargy, crying, anger, despair, these are all that will come to me if I start. ok, maybe I was overdoing it, but that's what was already waiting for me if I started.

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~me and myself~