1 Am I waste?

Kevin is a doctor. He is a good doctor. Kevin is a doctor that care for his patients. Kevin is a workholic and hardworking doctor. Kevin is an surgeon. To him, surgery were like a maze and a puzzle that he enjoy solve and finding the weakness . Even though he like it but he is not talent and he has his own limitability.

For example,his own disable son . Kevin has a son. In fact, Kevin actually did not know he has a son before. After a car accident,he was diagnoisis with permanently infertility which made him rarely has a child. One child might be the maximum of the odd. Kevin is an illegal son out of an affair between an call bartender and an old age married man who is abandom at birth when he was five years old. When he get older,he heard them both died. One died from heart disease and the other died from drug overdose. The married man has no children with his wife. The mother of kevin after give birth to him already has her uterus cut or block forever. She only has him one child. All her families died from an earthquake which also the same death for the families of the married man and the mother of his son. The wife of the man commit suicide after finding out his husband cheat on her and her parents died from shock.

Move back to the topic about the son of Kevin and his mother. By the way, the son of Kevin is named Fred Clinton. Kevin has no idea about the mother of Fred. Kevin only know Fred after he found him on his front door gate with DNA testing proof and a explaination letter. The woman did not told her name. She said she want to scam an man which he did know his own infertility. She took the sperm of Kevin and use her freeze egg to make a test tube baby. The sperm were before the car accident. She was about to succeed but the man later found his infertility so the operation stop then man threaten her for prison life so she hang herself. That is way the baby was sent to him.

Kevin thought he will be living alone with himself for his whole life never thought that he still has a son as a not expect surprise gift from heaven for him. Kevin love Fred very much. But as Fred grew,Kevin discover and found out he has autism. Kevin learn that he did not speak almost entirely. He has a strange anger and like to throw things if he is so mad. He like to hit his own face if he is very upset. He has no education improvement. Despite all these hardships and difficulties,Kevin still love him and not going to abandom him or give him up.

This time there is might be or maybe just another example of how Kevin did not get to has a successful solutions.

Just this afternoon,there one more patient who is in need a surgery. The patient is a man who also get injure from an car accident. The lead surgeon of the operation for him is Kevin.

Before Kevin start the operation,he accidently broke an ancient type porcelain with an unknown monster or demon drawing. Kevin fear it is an expensive thing and he did not has that much money for apologize. Kevin was about to pick up the broken glassy pieces as a result,he get one of his safe hand cut by one of the broken pieces. He felt his blood were absorb or suck by a thing he did not see. It was very weird and strange he thought.

Doctor Kevin,did you prepare for the operation?

Just Kevin want to think further about the experience he just encounter, he was interrupt by his nurse assistant.

Okay, I will get ready!Just wait a minute please then I will came there starting the operation okay?!

Then doctor Kevin,quickly and hurry up done your things fast!

I understand and know already!

After replying, Kevin goes to a nurse room which contain cotton pad and bandage items. He has to treat his injure hand. He did not want his injure hand affect and influence or cause the operation on fail average. He came to the water drain and turn the open button on to get the water out. He press the open button to change the temperature of the water he want to. He has to wash the blood off from his injure hand or else the bad thing will get his injure hand infect with virus or not good bacteria. After he wash his hand with water,he get the soap from the corner of the water drain. He put the soap on his hand and use it. After that he wash his injure hand up again. After that he use a towel tto dry his hand then he use dissolve poison water(medicinal effect liquid)then he get a small cotton on his hand with bandage wrap around on top. The hand treatment done and finish.

I has myself up for operation. After this motivation, he goes to the surgery room to start his operation.

It was in the middle of the operation that the patient was about to lose his breath.

This made Kevin felt very useless and helpless.

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