1 Chapter 1: Transmigration

What do you think is the meaning of life?

Why do the humans exist?"

"Don't worry if you can't answer. It took the greatest minds mankind had to offer over two thousand years to puzzle it out. And do you know what the answer is…?"

"There isn't any."

"There was no greater reason for why mankind exists. No divine purpose for them to fulfill. They were just a freak accident. They were never supposed to exist, and nobody wanted them. They were nothing more than a disruption to the greater order of the World."

"And that is what makes them so amazing. Because their lives have no inherent meaning, they were forced to decide on a meaning for themselves. Something that had never been done before. In a stagnant world ruled by an oppressive divine order, they created something new to work towards; ideals. Honor, greatness, renown, kindness, wealth, progress, faith, and my personal favorites, love and justice, the ideals to which many humans have chosen to dedicate their lives to. This is why there are countless legends. Every hero pursues their own ideals to their dying breaths in hopes of somehow achieving them, and because if this, they are immortalized within the dreams of future generations. Can you imagine a more worthy existence?"

Maybe humans are different from those described by philosophers from the past and legends, in the end it seems that perhaps there are more people who are more open about being controlled by their emotions?

Is the way we live our life can truly be called living ?

"Humanity evolved by the advancement of society right?" John Rawls' Theory of Justice was very impressive. But there is no way to apply it practically. Humans are separated into haves and have nots. The "what if" in the theory might be interesting, but in reality, the haves will not give up their privilege for other people. Instead of worrying about the future, isn't it natural for humans to chase real interests? Even so, how to go about doing it is also a problem.

Speaking from a logical point of view, humans would always be affected by their environment, causing them to behave far from that of their own original nature. After having learned of such matters regarding what kind of creatures mankind truly were during my time studying, the thing which I felt wasn't discomfort but rather it was more of a natural acceptance as if I had expected it to be like that.

I guess everyone was taught that all humans are equal under the state's compulsory education. We learned that all humans are equal and irreplaceable. However judging from this, we could also easily find out that some situations were unequal.

People are never equal don't misunderstand it is just the way the society is built be it looks, talent or upbringing all of them are variables what type of person sometime is even if life is the same our personalities may differ.

As long as one obeys the rules, you will be able to continue on the right track.

All the while acting like a diligent student but actually hiding the fact of being an otaku. In my opinion, this is what it means to be free of the restriction of rules. Friends who had pleasant interactions with him, other than his high school friends, are those people he met in school who had the same interests

Building relationships and ability with others, at the same time wasting some of their free time before going out to society. Of course there was also the need to invest diligently in honing your skills, study vigorously till you reached an adequate standard of language and etiquette.

Becoming a cogwheel of society, submissively executing orders and just ensuring that its own part of life is completed. Then unknowingly, changing the way we refer to ourselves to a more dignified manner.

Yet is this really our reality if it is then I desire for it to change regardless of the consequences still working as a giant machine known as society

Oh God give me a second chance a chance to make things better

I guess it is time to sleep hen finally, sleeping going to the world called dreams…

When I awoke this morning, I found myself in a stark white room.

Really, it's so white that it's impossible to tell where the walls and ceiling are.

Whether it's a narrow space or a wide space is also vague. Just looking at it is unsettling.

Everything was too white; even the boundary between the floor and the wall wasn't clearly distinguishable.

"So you have finally awoke, Your suitable gender is female"

"Haa… Good morning."

"… You give a lighthearted response."

No, I just woke up badly. My head isn't working just yet.

For now, I'll just ask this disembodied voice some questions.

"Where am I?"

Why did this happen?

No, really, why did this happen?

There was white-colored room.

The ceiling was also white, same with the floors and the walls; is this place a gym? There was someone else there with me.

She was beautiful and wore an Indian sari, with a bindi on her forehead. You could say that her beauty was peerless

.

" Don't worry about it because it have by decided to grant you heavenly enchantress art from godly devourer system but thanks to your karma you will be able to retain your memories just live your own life and find out what is your motivation because this is your second chance but you will be sent to the another world"

Basically, if I accept this, I might be able to be able to make things better for myself like an isekai

I don't know if it's okay for me to say this, but I really am a human that destroyed my own motivation. Is it really that easy for people to change…?

Even if I think about it, I think it is unfair a lot of other people deserve this chance more than but is it possible for someone like me to have another chance

Humans are adaptable living beings. The so called environment adapting, is to act out the roles that were given to you, if you are a guard do your guard role well, and if you are a prisoner, do the prisoner role well. He was just like that, switching between the world of work and interest, living a peaceful life.

If I must become a girl and the role given to me then it will be alright since I am given this chance just like that my journey begins