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Dear Taeyong,

today is the day

but were you even

wondering where I am?

it hurts me to say but

probably not

I called my friends and told

them that I loved them

and I'll miss them

and that I'm sorry

I actually wanted to tell you

yesterday already

but I just couldn't

I'm moving somewhere else

Taeyong and because

you were the only person

who would have hold me

here,

would have made me visit this

town and keep contacts

with the people in it,

I decided it would be for

the best if I just leave

without saying something

I knew it since weeks

but the reason I

started writing this letters

is because I knew I

couldn't deal with you

loving someone while

you were the one I loved

and again I am sorry

for not telling you

but I guess you now wouldn't want

to hear it anyway

you hate me

and maybe it's for

your best

please don't cry tears for me

or feel sorry

and don't you

dare saying it's your fault

Lee Taeyong,it is

not your fault

it's fine

all i can give to you now is my love

and I'm very grateful

for falling in love with you

thank you for the butterflys

in my mind and stomach

thank you for those endless

nights I'm never gonna

forget

thank you for the support

for the forgiveness

thank you for the love

thank you for this

precision friendship

I would choose over

a kiss from you all the time

I really love you Lee Taeyong

and I hope you'll stay

together happily with Heather

for a very long time

I wish you all good things

all the flowers

every smile and

all the happiness in the world

I hope we'll see again

and some day our

eyes will meet at the sky

and I'll be thinking about you

don't worry about me too much

I'm gonna stop crying,

stop to break down

and start to take care

of myself

- Your (Y/N)