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Dear Taeyong,

today I looked at your

instagram again

did you really delete

all of our pictures already?

I'm so hurt

I saw the photo

you uploaded with

her, but

I didn't dare to like it

so I looked at your

other pictures

you know I really

liked your silver hair,

right?

I remember we dyed it

like that together

and how you wanted me to

at least dye s part

of my hair the same color

but I was too afraid

of hair damage because

my hair is so thin

and then you laughed

saying that I have to

find out if I have a strong

scalp just like you

and you told me that

you think that you would

probably go bald very soon

I don't have much time left

but I still have so much to tell you

but I fear those things don't

fit in my letters

I'm not even sure if I really

want you to read them

I'm sorry for causing so much trouble

I know that you would probably

scold me for saying sorry

you hate it when

I say those words because

I said them so often