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Dear Taeyong,

today you really asked me

for advices

you wanted to gift her

something

but you didn't knew what

she'd like

so you sent me to her

to talk to her and find out

I really didn't thought much

about it

I just wanted to help

you

I didn't know she'd be that

mean to me

when she always looked

so nice and perfect

she knows how much I

love you and she

told me if I wouldn't

stop talking to you,

she'd tell you

I'm so terrified

I don't know what to do

and  I don't say she

was mean to me

because she's your

girlfriend, I'm saying this

because it really happened

is she really a good

girlfriend if she

won't let me have contact

with you?

why doesn't she accept me?

I remember bursting out

the classroom you told

me to met her and

as soon as you asked 'what did she

say,what does she want?'

I silently bursted out in tears

walked past you and said

'nothing'

but instead of taking

care of me you ran

into the classroom and took

care of her

a friend told me that

I feel betrayed from you Lee Taeyong

I even feel disappointed