10 09

Dear Taeyong,

today you two took me with you,

again

it was quite a long day

for me

and we stayed out

for so long that the stars

showed their faces

I miss the summers

in wich we two would

watch the stars together

and you would apologize

for your sister laughing

so loud at the TV in the

living room

we heard her all the way up to your room

and as we were

staring at the stars

at the balcony

I would tell you that

it's okay

and you would smile at me

and try to show me

the planets of our Solar system

that looked like

tiny shining dots

in the light of the moon

but today we were watching it with

your girlfriend

and you took her hand,

but your arm around her

shoulder while I was getting

colder

you even kissed her

I'm so stupid

to even think that we could

work out

why would you ever kiss me?

I'm not even half as pretty