4 THE SUDDEN COURAGE

After a long torture of an assignment, I had to wait while the others left me beyind in Jordan's house. Oh my God, I was all sweaty.

I had to wait tirelessly for the rest of the group to arrive before I come in, and I was so sure Jordan was angry

"Is it so hard for you to follow simple instructions" he asked, he pulled the chair I was sitting on closer to him " Are you good in doing laundries?

Why is he asking me that stupid question, I asked in my head

"I would love if you will help me out with my lundries...

I stood up and hit the table really hard, I was so livid at that moment "do I look like a maid to you...if you need your lundries to be done then you do it yourself" I angrily took my bag and started walking away

"If you walk out on me, you will regret it" l confidently manage to make a sentence even though he was so furious

"Am use to it" I nonchalantly declared "and am already use to it, bring it on... but taking care of your lundries...no way, I can't get use to that"

I slammed the door before he replies me, and ran as fast as my legs can carry me. Jumped into an available bus and rode home.

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I don't know were those courage came from but I was so f**ked up, it was like I was writing a death wish or something. Courage you sucks

I changed into my pajamas, and jumped into my bed. Then tried to sleep.

"What a miserable life" I signed "I fought with my only friend....who those that...I mean now I need to talk to someone...yes she's an hand full...but a good listener...what am I mumbling about?!!!

I kept checking my phone maybe she might call but it turns out...as a total waste of time and a silly thing to do...they are two different things don't over think it...well am the one over thinking it...God what am I doing

I felt so so so helpless right now... sleep baby come to me...I need to doze off to wonderland

I stood up walked down to the kitchen, got myself a cup of water and come back to bed, then my phone ranged

"Hello"

"Sweetheart, how have you been?

I was so disappointed when I had that voice, she's my guardian. And why is she calling me this late?

" Am fine" replied nonchalantly "why this sudden call?

Laughing on the other side of the phone "I thought maybe I could come visit you tomorrow"

She must be f**king kidding me right now, where is she saying she was coming again? My house!!! No way...

"Am sorry, I will be a little busy tomorrow... maybe another time"

" Okay...and please keep in touch"

"Okay, bye" I quickly cut the call, am really tired of her awkwards talks it's piss me up sometimes

"Now let go back to my sleeping...and tomorrow's killing" falling back to sleep

Within three minutes, Julian Frednard was already in the lands of dreams