Blind love

She felt the slap of his words on her face. "I couldn't do that but….could he?" she said within her breath "but you said you love me? Why do you have to do this to me!" she could feel her tears welling up in her eyes, getting ready to fall, her voice sounding like a whisper but with pressure and pains from her chest.

Lora has been with David for more than a year now, she loves him so much that she Could even give him her last coin  from her savings to get what he wants.

She was always ready to help him and be there for him when he needs her. But, she never gets her own care and love from him, when she's in need of money, he claims he doesn't have any and says his broke as fuck. 

When she's sick, he never comes to visit or even give her  a call to ask how she's doing or if she has taken any drugs.

He was the only one in her heart. Soon her world came crumbling like  an earthquake trying to divide the world into two when she heard he was no longer interested in her.

She was in her room on her bed as what he said echoed in her head.

As the only child, her room was small and had one bulb light that looks like death was calling it. the walls where cracked and rough.

The floor was smoothly cemented but had ugly cracks on it surface. One may think she's not staying there alone because some pest might want move in.

She wore a milky nighty that looks old and torn a bit but still never loosed it beauty.

She was beautiful indeed, with hazel eyes and round lips, she has freckles and  a small button nose that seems cute.

Her long dark blue hair was pack in a doughnut style with some strings of it fell at the front of her face.

She is clever but love made her foolish… poverty made her ugly.

"Am   I not  good enough for you? I gave you money, my body, we shared memories of ourselves and you have the guts to double date, even with my friend?! In our prom night at school, I saw you hanging out with Felicia, you were just all over her.

How you held her waist and took pictures with her but for me, you acted like you've never seen me before."

She  paused for a moment, trying to control her emotions as she remembered their prom night.

"though, is not the first time you doing this to me. You were always ashamed of me like I was brought out from a dumpster or I look irritating. I never for once hated you David, even though we had issues a lot or you doing unforgiving stuff with other girls at my back I never hated you but you treat me like a slut, like_"She  got cut off

"but that's how I see you, your curvy slender body under me with my d***k and your p****y…. damn its just magical, don't you think?"

this time she could feel her heart getting pieced with daggers and starting to bleed.

She tried holding back her tears cause she can't let him know she's crying. Fuck off.

"well I'm not what you think I am" she  shrugged his words off.

"damn girl, your so miserable and foolish when it comes to this pathetic love of yours. Its not like were getting married or anything. The sex we had… that was for fun, money for more money and the love for cruise. You stopped giving me what I wanted, so I stopped loving" he said childishly  as he sneered.

"you see, I've been with Felicia, even before you. She was my best friend and also my lover. I'm sorry but She's more worth it than you" he gave a light chuckle as he dragged the last word.

He knows truly that their relationship wasn't a mutual one, he never loved her in the first place, he just made use of her to get Felicia back and it was kind of easy.

He loved Felicia and took her as a bestie because she said she wasn't ready for a relationship by then, they had a little fight and suddenly she started avoiding him.

He aslo knew that Lora was her friend, and if he could get to Lora then he can reached out to Felicia.

But seeing she won't let him go and believes that love can change someone.

He decided to make good use of her body and money.

She also helps him with assignment and pleases sex so much. He wanted everything about her to be done after graduation. 

"Many people once told me about you, our course mates talked about the negative aspect of you. Well, I never adhered to it. I was too stubborn and blinded by love and now you telling me shit" The grip on her phone become tightened as if it will be crushed.

The pain within her was becoming unbearable and it refuse to subside. Felicia and I were friends, I would say best friends. Our friendship started when we were toddlers, we also attended the same school throughout our years.

I can't believe she could betray me, after I've told her that I was going to date David, though, she told me she was cool with it.

After some weeks that David and I started dating, I couldn't talk to my bf again because his x bestie or whatever wouldn't allow him. And he wasn't even bothered about it. I just stood there like an idiot…fool rather! But why, because she was my friend.

My friend who won't even do the same for me if I had a fight with her own bf and come to settle beef between us."

"I'm tired of you always acting all clingy around me, you get jealous at every girl I meet and you don't trust me enough. Is like playing games with a phone with no sim card. You are the problem in this relationship Lora"

"excuse me, who are you talking to about  problems? What is wrong for a girl to be jealous? I see that as what every normal girl do in a relationship. At least, I don't go sleeping around with whores and dating my partner's friends who stabs her at the her back, who acts all innocent but full of deceit." 

She was quick to retort this time, the anger in her was burning up and unfazed.

Silence came up in a short while, as it dragged, on she could feel his  evil smirk on the other line.

"look Lora, I'm done with you ok? Well thanks for everything you've done for me, im really happy to be your first. Fuck you were so tight and juicy_"

"shut the fuck up and tell me what to do with this pregnancy! I can't hide this any longer" loud sobbing and cries where heard over the phone as he shook his head with pity but the next thing he said were shocking to her ears.

"I will give two options, is either you give birth or you go for abortion cause there's no way I will become the father of that thing inside of you"