1 An accident

"Hey, wake up child. You have to wake up! wake up, be strong child, come on you have a baby inside your womb, you have to wake up."

That was the voices I heard when I tried to reach a silhouette, I was trying to grab and hold him yet I couldn't reach, when he was just finally going to turn around, I was awoken by a deep word. " I'm pregnant!"

With a little consciousness inside of me, I hold my tummy as if I'm holding a small hands, a feeling that I can't bear to let go, afraid that there is something bad that might happen.

An old lady doctor who was checking my pulse and saying those words give me a little strenght to survive this predicament.

While the nurses and doctors are busy treating her wounds because of a serious accident, her water burst, indicating that she will have to deliver the baby.

Keep her vitals steady!!! one of the doctors said, while the old lady doctor help her deliver her baby.

Treating her was tough, losing too much blood due to an accident while giving birth is not a joke, but it went good, she deliver her first born child healthily. But before her child comes out for her to see, she pass out and only heard him cry.

Inside the room, laid a delicate girl with a bandage in her head and a grazes in her body, a sign that she went through an accident she feels empty, sad and her heart is aching yet she can't decipher what is wrong with her. Despite of the physical pain she's feeling, it can't compare to the hollowness and grievances inside.

"I was awoken from my deep thought when an old lady doctor enters my ward with my baby in her hands.

"There you're mommy child, said she with an angelic smile. How are you feeling? she asked while carrying the baby towards me.

"I'm fine doc, I said to her with a half smile due to my complicated emotions. "

" Oh ! I'm sorry, because I insisted to the nurses on bringing your baby to you, it feels like I'm his grandmother, no kidding aside". Ha! ha! ha! and she laughed whole heartedly.

And then I realized that my baby is a His, his a his, oh my God, I didn't have an idea about his sex, What is wrong with me? I asked my self in thought, yet displayed my most beautiful smile that I can wear at this state.

"Here, hold him! "

And I held him in my arms and my tears fall down without me knowing it, I was so happy and content, this feeling and emotions is powerful, yet I can't put it into words. My little child is giving me an indescribable strength, telling me that I have to be strong, as if he knows what a mess I'm inside. And gave me a smile, a smile of a baby, which is sweet and true and nuzzle his head like a toddler giving me comfort.

"He's beautiful!" I said to myself and the old lady doctor agree with me.

" Indeed! he is."