17 Chapter 17 Award Ceremony 2

Robert's POV

{Flashback}After sending the doctor to treat Hailey, I went to my office. Mafia Office. MO, in short. "Sir, Ervin is still having his chance at the award ceremony" Cane informed me. "It's okay, " I said. "I missed that deal; I can't do anything"

"Boss, " he said. "You worked very hard... and he-he took it"

"You don't need to remind me that, Cane, " I said half frustrated.

"Boss, we can talk into this. You only lost this because on that day your wedding was set. You can-"

"Just let him win!!" I yelled. He never argued with me before. "S-sorry boss, " he said. It's hard. Everything is hard. How long will I live two lives? It's not possible. I'll lose one day. I'll lose myself. It's getting suffocating every single day why

The car ride was nothing like before. With her crying looking out of the window, it was just uncomfortable. Just, stop, Robert. Don't ever lose. Don't give in. Don't feel anything, I know you won't. Because you don't have a heart. You don't have feelings, your heart and soul died way back.