He's My Abusive Husband [ BxB ]

I chose to love him more than myself because my heart wanted to.  Even though I'm so hurt by what he's doing to hurt me. This is not the life I always wanted but the fact that I always speak up and accept even my dignity as a husband, as a man, and above all as a human being. I'm one of those gays who have loved deeply. The love that the person I love the most, my husband, can never reciprocate. He was supposed to be my companion in life but everything was the opposite.  Yes, I will admit, our love isn't mutual like a loving couple. That we see around. But how long will it last? How long will I endure my husband's abuse, emotionally and physically? How long will I get tired of loving him? But I only know one thing now, and I'm sure... Not even once did the word GIVE UP to him enter my mind. Because I know he can love me too one day. I hope he will reciprocate the love I feel for him. Even if you call me stupid, I can't blame you and it's not my fault either. Because I just loved them, which he will never reciprocate. And now... I must say that... I HAVE AN ABUSIVE HUSBAND