10 Chapter Ten

At some point I woke up, but Lucifer wasn't there. I woke up to see Liam. I knew I was still in wolf form, and I was getting ready to head back.

"Yeah. Let's go back. I know you're ready." He's in my head again.

"I always am darling. I always am. It's part of being your mate. I'm always going to know your feelings, just like you'll always know mine. The more our wolves connect, the more our human sides connect, the more we'll understand. Now hurry and switch back this way we can go home." Doing as he said, I shifted back, this time there was absolutely no pain at all. I felt perfectly fine this time.

It's been a while since I felt this calm, this relaxed. Since I felt so much peace at mind. It's been forever since I had not a worry in the world. This is rare for me. Rare for me to be peaceful. There was a point in time when I couldn't sleep because my mind was so restless. Even sitting in the tub and soaking for hours did nothing for me. I wished I could sleep, smile, or even breathe without feeling like the weight of the world was on my shoulders. When I'm with Liam, I feel so much better. I feel peace. I feel collectivity. I feel great. I don't wanna complain anymore, I don't wanna whine. I don't wanna do anything other than laugh, smile, joke around, play, have tickle fights, chase each other around, I feel like a kid again.

Looking over at him I can see he feels the same. It's written all over his face. We're taking our time to walk back to the house, this way we can just spend time in the comfort of each other. I hope this never changes, I really do. I enjoy the feeling I get when he's around. The way he makes me feel is just so crazy. I never thought someone could make me feel this way. I didn't KNOW it was possible to feel like this. I started to wonder for a while if love was even real. I thought it would never find me. That it was just a fantasy. And maybe for some people it is. But I found it. I have it. And I hope and pray that it never ever goes away. I don't wanna lose this. I CANT lose this.