1 Prologue

"I'm always by your side. I'm always there when you needed me. When you have problem, sad, happy, angry or when you achieve wonderful things that no one can achieve. You make me feel happy like no others would. You protect me from harm as if you're my lover. And I love you for that. You treat me different from how you treat evryone else. That sole reason is why I love you. I've always loved you since the day we meet. But why? Why can't you see that I love you? Why can't you feel my love for you? I'm always there for you. But why? Why did you choose her? The girl who only gives you nothing but pain and sadness. Why? Why can't you just love me? That way you can't feel pain nor sadness. But time can't be changed nor controlled. People need to move no matter how pain they carry. They need to live for the future. I also need to move forward with the pain that you gave me. And because of that, I've changed. But don't think ill of me because I've change into a ruthless and cold girl. The naive and kind girl that you know is already gone. Stop looking for the things that are long gone. You'll only feel pain and sadness. And I should be thanking you. Because of you and the pain that you gave me, I know how to shut people out. That way no one can hurt me, no one can make me feel special and then leave me hanging. Thank you. And because of you, my world changes. This is the last time we'll see each other. May you live a great and happy life. Goodbye to you, the person who've hurt me more than anyone else. Farewell."