The start of despair

"uhhhhh"

My head feels like someone stomped on it well atleast it really didn't hurt to badly so that's a plus. I start opening my eyes slowly as they open up im greeted to shade from trees tops blocking out the sunlight. I get up and head to a little pond I see near bye to take in my look and i got to say not bad. Blond hair, red eyes, pale skin you'd think i was a vampire.

DESPAIR SYSTEM

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[Name] Avion

[level] 1

[Occupation] none

[Strength] 5

[Dexterity] 3

[Intelligence] 25

[Vitality] 5

[Luck] 0

[skills]

(Snatch lvl MAX)

(Growing depsair lvl MAX)

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Hmm I wonder how I should start off probably should go find a town first before anything so I don't die. Yea that would probably be best. As I look around me all I see is forest so this isn't gonna be to easy to find people. So I chose a random the direction and walked in it.

Surprisingly after about 30 min I actually found what looks like a town maybe my luck isn't as bad as I thought even if its at 0. As I got closer I noticed there were a few people patrolling around the place but there dosent seem to be a wall. You know its a good thing my ability is so evil but first I need to find out if any monsters live around this area to put forth a plan I've already thought of but for now I'll put that thought aside. As I walk into the town I notice how the citizens actually seem happy nothing like how i read from all the novels I've gone through but no matter wont stop me. First things first for me to do is map out the village which is exactly what I did as it only took me an hour from how small the village is but from what ive seen there's a poor area and of course rich area of housing also a bathing house, some shops, and a market center. I've even talked to a few locals and have found out that the village is connected to an empire called the Holy Light Empire which is one of the five empires as there still Beastkin empire, Elf nation, Demon territory, and Dwarven Mountains each empire holds exactly what is said in name but of course there can be other races that live in these places but from how they talked about the other empires safe to say there's racism... uncultured swines not seeing the beauty of cat girls and demon yanderes.

But those come later for me until I gain strength to be able to protect myself why would i protect others when I can't protect myself? After all you can only rely on yourself thats what life has taught me. From what I've also gathered in this world everyone has a system but not like mine just a basic leveling system but im fairly certain there's probably others out there with a different system not gonna believe im the only one.But anyway back to what I've learned of ciurze theres an adventuring guild and other types of guilds around so that helped me come up with a simple plan.

1.Find someone to kill and make feel despair to get stronger. Why should i care if i hurt someone im pretty sure if they had the chance to have my power they'd do it to me human greed is a very big thing.

2.Join adventuring guild to get close to some adventures to kill.

3.Make the entire town drown in despair to give me even larger amounts of power.

Simple and easy as that ik its not exactly heroic but who tf wants to be heroic there so dumb and can easily be killed cause of there bullshit kindness only reason they live is cause of pure bullshit.

As it starts getting darker ik thats definitely when its time to strike...

Three hours later

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Ok so I've just been walking around and now it's night but while walking around I did ask the system questions about if I had the [Store] or [Skill draw function] and apparently i have both but its locked till i get a class which is at lvl 5 I also asked if I had [storage] which I do and is already accessible.

As the sun finnaly is all the way gone I make my way near an alleyway that I've been keeping my eye on as I take out i knife I stole while strolling around no one has gone in or out of this alley which is good for me as i make my way there I get on the side of the wall and try to blend in with my surroundings as best as I can.I wait there for over 30 min waiting hopefully to get what I need and what greatness here it comes walking close to the alley right now or more importantly she.

As she gets closer to the alley I get rwady as soon as she is hallway pass i jump out and grab her mouth as i put the knife against her throat as i push on it a lil hard to draw some blood to terrify her as i stand there i feel like im getting stronger but not gone worry about that till later as throw her against the alley wall i quickly cover her mouth again as i press the knife back agaisbt her throat "lets make this easy for both of us you don't scream and when im finished with you i won't kill you?" as i press the knife deeper on her she seems to understand but her eyes give away how terrified she is as she starts to shake a bit i then push her around and turn her over as i start cutting off and tearing off her clothes as she now lay naked in front of me some clarity seems to come back into her eyes as she starts crying and whimpering.

"P-please spare me anything but this please i have a family!" i didn't waste any time and did a little cut on her shoulder which affectivly shut her up now comes the part that will help me get even closer too my goal.....