Halves ripped

Every single school term breaks, people change, their personality kinda just changed over time...

Last year, it was a normal school year like any others, and I just changed into a new school.

All new faces and appearances, all unfamiliar to me. I'm a extrovert by nature, however I can be quiet at times. Due to being an extrovert, I normally like to talk to other people and meet new friends. I used to have two best friends from my previous school, one have been with me for 7 years while the other have been my best friends for 4 years. I always took some time to trust someone.Hence , asking me to treat a friends as best friends or close friends is like impossible.

I never had a crash either, I know it is werid but seriously I didn't had one, I always thought that boys were quite self centered and that they would only care about their stuff and kinda just neglect the relationship they had. So i always thought that I would never like anyone.

However, I was still 13 at that time, so in every Asian parent eyes, we were still kids to them and they would think that we are unable to cope with relationships at this age and might get hurt by it.

But well. My mother also always told me, 'never deem someone as your best friend, as there is never a true best friend' I never kinda understand what it meant at first and I was like, ' Mum. But my friends are not like yours, they wouldn't betray me, I trust them. However, she would still say that there is no such thing as best friend.

And.. Now.. Maybe I kinda finally get the point.

Having a best friend could either help you to find your true self. Or. Help you to lose your true self.

But yet everyone is so willingly to risk the fact that they might lose themselves to the friendship.

I guess we all neglected the possibility that we might get hurt by the ones that we least expected. As we trusted them ALOT.