3 The king sparks Shira's Trauma

The next day, Shira was about to punch the Palace walls. That man doesn't understand what I just said to him. I might not act like a normal person but still. Five hours ago. Good morning Mr. Assassin! Thank god he is where clothes.

Two men named Rudy and Gilbert were on their way to see the king. Shira was guarding the enters. We are here to see the king. Now woman take me to him. Did you hear anything Rin?

This bitch has some bite. You have asked for this! Before Rudy could hit her, she stopped him. Is that all you got? You bastards need to wait.

Gilbert was able to stop Rudy. Who is this chick? I am Shira. Now go to sleep. Shira knocked them both out.

The two of them are my cousins. Who did this? I did your highness. Didn't you want to sleep in? Yes, I did. But you need to act like a normal girl.

But I am a girl!! She rushed off an anger. She was still steamed for three hours. Back to present time. She was blushing. That asshole!!!

Me! Why should I act like a normal person? To me this is normal. We can't help who we are. This is why we can at least try to be like everybody else.

Shira went to her old house. This was the place where I couldn't be different. Only here I could be myself. But when other people came I couldn't. My family are strong and aren't scared of anything. But I don't want to be different.

I have to act tough because that is what I have grown to be like. But on the inside I am just nervous. I miss my family. But I have to be strong. I can be tough but that doesn't mean I fear nothing.

When I am mad I become the perfect Shira. Well so they say. Shira tried to rebuild her home. Shira? Shira?!

Where are you? Shira there you! What are you doing here? Is there a reason why I shouldn't be here? She turned in rage.

Shira doesn't seem calm. This is really different from the way she was acting before. Shira seems to be unstable. Shira return to the palace. Your majesty!

What is it Rin? This isn't her. What do you mean? She is upset about something. But you push her in this state. What would happen if she stays like this?

She could really hurt us. You can't be serious. Shira punched the king. Shira?! I told you.

Her mind seems to be unstable. Can we stop her? Just tell her calm down. Okay I will. Shira had then passed out.

Shira's last words before passing out were " Father I will prove that I am not a weakling." Father? It must have been a passed trauma. It might have do with something that a certain someone said to her that had to spark it. What could spark her trauma?

Well who was the last person to say something to her? Umm? It was you. You said something to her last. I only said that she should act like a normal person.

That did it. She told me once her father didn't let be a normal little girl as a child. She had been doing very rough training as a child. So that she could be strong enough for her family. So she had a trauma because of the training.

She even said that one time before that she had hurt someone. Are you really serious?! Yes, I am. But she wasn't sure how or why she hurt them. Really?

Yes, said that she was 12 years old at the time. Shira? The King asked Rin to carry her back. She didn't attack Rin for some reason. When they returned Rin was looking after her.

After two hours she woke up. My head hurts. You are finally awake. Rin is that you? What happened to me?

You almost killed the king. I did what?! It is fine. But it was one him. What does that mean?

Shira, you were just half asleep. Half asleep? Yes, the king didn't listen to me. Umm okay? But I remember that I saw them at my burned down house.

Are they trying to hide something from me? But why? Shira you need to get more rest. I am fine now. Shira got up.

Please I need to apologize for what happened! Okay then. She seems to be worried about the king. Rin there is a dangerous skill my family uses to slowly kill their enemies. I need to make sure that I didn't use it on him.

I am the only person that can undo it. Okay then. His majesty has passed out. This is very bad. How long ago did I do this to him?

About seven hours ago. That isn't good. But I can still save him. You are going to feel very uncomfortable and in pain. She took off his pants and put two fingers in his buttock.

What are you doing?! She then used her life energy to remove and repair the harm that was done. You will fine in the morning. Why did you do that? It not like I had a choice but to save him. After all this was my fault to begin with.

That why I saved him. In order to saved him I needed to entered him like I did and force my life energy into his body. This is remove the problem and repair the danger it has done. Besides I had to put my own life energy into him to save him. So it's best for you not to forget that.

Shira left the room. She washed her hands. This wasn't right. I didn't think that I would use it again on someone again without being aware of it. The Life Energy Of Death.

This is a dangerous skill that can kill someone with your life force. The only way to save them is by using more life force to remove the life force inside of your enemy. But you have to enter the life force from the butt hole. This is why I never wanted to use it again. She was starting to blush.

I hate doing that. This was the second time too. Shira was starting to cry and blush even more. Why me? Shira?

Did you save him? Yes, I did. Really? Yes, but he isn't going be very happy about it. Why would you say that? She explained what happened.

Are you serious?! Yes, I am. I was right about what I did. I even felt my life energy within his body. This is why I did that.

She covered her face. It must have been hard to concentrate on him. Yes, it was hard. Some many people were in the room. She seems to like a normal girl now.

It could be that she couldn't act like her true self with her life energy balance out. But she seems to be extremely embarrassed about doing that. Even though it saved his life. That is normal. Rin please don't let anyone know this side of me.

But why not? I can't let anyone know. My own reputation is on the line. Okay I won't. Thank you!

Shira hugged him. It is nothing for a friend. She smiled. She then returned to her room. Hey Slut!

Get your ass out here! That is the whore from outside. My head hurts. I think I need to rest. She fell asleep do to her life force being unstable.

Hey I know you can hear me! Why is Lady Zima yelling? Rin didn't you hear about what she did? Yes, she saved our king by using her own life force. She very tired from it.

She took off the king's clothes and put her own fingers in his butt hole. That was the only way to save him. So please leave. Why should I leave?! Shira had enough of her yelling.

You need to learn to be quiet and respond the one who save your king. It doesn't matter how I saved him. But you aren't able to be grateful of that. I think you want to know what her was going through. Shira slowly walked to her.

No!! Stay a way from me!!! Isn't this why you came here? If not for thanks then please leave. You shall pay for this. I like to see you try.