24 Past Thoughts

>>>First POV(Past Thoughts)<<<

'Oh! It's time to get rent money from Ethan now! I can't wait to see him!'

'Maybe today will be the day!'

My mind always told me that he wasn't worth it, and I should quit wasting my time.

But my heart...it yearned for him...

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He didn't spare me a glance again, but it was nice to see him I thought. 'He never showed signs of hating me...so I could enter his heart if I tried harder right?....'

'Right! I'll tell him how I feel tomorrow morning no matter what! He'll be moved if he knows someone cares about him right? The worst that could happen is him rejecting me right?...'

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'He left...He left after leaving some measly letter?! How dare he?! Didn't he know?! He had to know!!!'

'Uuuugh!! SHIT, WHY DID HE LEAVE?! I was going to confess!! I never even had a crush before! No one ever wanted anything to do with me...'

'FUCK WHY AM I SO STUPID...Ouch!...My head...Ugghh...Why didn't you at least consider my feelings...

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I found out the reason Ethan had to leave, and I couldn't believe it was because my own brother used me in a gamble...

'FUCKING BASTARD I HATE YOU! I TRUSTED YOU...Why...WHY?! MOM! DAD!...Ethan...God...'

'Am I just meant to be alone?... Ouch...Damn headache again...'

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It's not fair...

It's not fair that even after all I went through...

Life still wanted to kick me down when there was nowhere else to go...

'Dad...you always said I was strong like Mom, but I don't believe it...If I was strong like her...then I could just forget everything and move on...She was a fighter...and I'm...just me...'

'...But why can't I forget him...Why do I want to murder everything that breathes?....I...need to go...'

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I saw him again...and my first feeling was absolute joy...

When I thought I'd never see him again, I suddenly meet him by chance?... I thought my luck must be amazing.

Did he think of me when he was gone?

Did he miss me like I missed him?...

'There's no way...He never left that damn room of his and never showed any interest in me when I clearly dropped signs...

'They were clear right?...Wait...who is that woman in his lap?... Wait why are you leaving again? WAIT I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY!'

'NoNoNoNONONONO! UGGHH!! WHY DOES MY HEAD HUUURT...'

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I killed my first person...

I'm not sure if I how I knew, but I somehow knew...

I saw that bastard trying to rape a woman in broad daylight, and before I knew it... their blood was on me...

'This feels good...disgusting...good...disgusting...Someone...Someone help me...Ethan...'

The lady I just saved started to scream 'Monster!' and 'Murderer!'

'Didn't I save you?...blood...why are you screaming?...blood...I...GIVE ME YOUR BLOOD!'

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I don't remember what I did, but I found myself running from something.

'No! Stop! Leave me alone!... I need blood! BLOOD WHY ARE YOU KEEPING ME AWAY FROM BLOOD!!"

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After an entire day, I could sense him!

'Ethan! He'll help me get blood! He's down there with blood! I KNEW YOU CARED ABOUT ME!'

'What?... Why are you not helping me?... Can't you see I want BLOOD?! After I get blood...I'll tell you how I feel!'

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'It hurts! It hurts! it hurts! it hurts!..but it was for blood...Don't look at me like that...I don't need pity! I just want you...Oh god...'

'...No...what have I done...I am a murderer...I'm worse than my brother...Uggggh!!'

"I'm sorry...Eth-"

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There was darkness all around...

I was alone, but somehow I felt warm and at peace...

'I'm sorry Ethan...I'm sorry Dad...Mom...I hope I see you in another life...'

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'What...why am I feeling pain again...PLEASE HAVEN'T I HAD ENOUGH!?'

I opened my eyes to see someone I never have seen before, the smell of blood off of him was sickening.

'Wasn't I obsessed with blood?.... Wait you want me to submit to you? Endure? I've already ENDURED ENOUGH! LET ME GO!! GET OUT!!

"You...are mine..."

'I belong to...NO ONE! GET OUT OF MY HEAD! UGGGH!! I'LL KILL YOU!!'

"Stop...resisting...I sacrificed so much for this chance!! WHY WON'T YOU SUBMIT!"

"...Screw you! I'll n-never let someone...I'LL NEVER LET ANYONE CONTROL MY LIFE!!"

" ...I'll thank you.. for bringing me back...and I'll tell him how I feel...and after that...I'LL KICK HIS DUMB ASS!!"

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>>>First POV end<<<<

Alisa gritted her teeth as she forced herself to her feet despite the massive amounts of pain she was experiencing. It was like thousands of needles were pricking her brain all at once as they dug deeper and deeper by the second.

"Impossible...You can't...do this...I sacrificed too much for this moment!! SUBMIT TO ME!" The man said.

Alisa grinned at this man's misfortune and unbeknownst to her, her previously white skin changed to purple as two magnificent curved black horns formed on her head.

She could feel her body becoming stronger as a red aura wrapped around her body just as the red seal underneath her turned into light particles that soon vanished into her skin.

Alisa then grew several inches as her currently brown hair shifted into a stunning crimson that illuminated the room.

"No...You're not just a Blood Demon...Y-"

The man couldn't even finish his sentence as Alisa dashed towards him at speeds faster than he could react, and grabbed hold of his neck while lifting him up into the air.

Finally, Alisa's eyes turned pitch black with red irises that gazed into the man's eyes as he struggled to free himself.

However, it was all for naught as his strength started to fade fast when the woman lifted him off the ground.

"Your blood is filthy...but I'll take it!" Alisa shouted as her nails became like knives as she dug them into his neck, ripping through his flesh like paper.

His blood nearly came out like a fountain, threatening to cover anyone and anything that was near. However, Alisa refused to let the blood touch her body and as if responding to her thoughts the blood stopped in mid-air, changing into the same light particles from the seal before it vanished into her skin.

During this process, the man quickly became a dried-up corpse that she tossed aside.

"Is this what it feels like to have power....? Is-" Suddenly Alisa's head started to hurt, forcing her to her knees as she gripped her head.

Memories that weren't her own started to flow inside her mind without warning and no signs of stopping.

She'd see things she couldn't believe!

Gods, Demons, and Dragons?

"Ethan...he...Dragon..." Alisa muttered as the memories continued to fill her mind, she thought her head was going to explode!

But then...it stopped.

"....I can't let that happen...Ethan...your ass-kicking will have to wait..." Alisa said with a small smile as there was a melancholy look on her face. She soon got up on her feet and raised her hand in front of her as a portal appeared.

"I'm coming..." She whispered before disappearing into the portal that vanished as quickly as it appeared.