1 mind on fire

"ughh"

"hhuuu hhuuu hhuuu"

"AAhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

'it hurts it damn hurts'

I don't know how long I have been here it all started when I was sleeping on my bed my name is shantanu friends and family call me shan my parents always told me to go earn money because we are near the end of it we only have 2000₹ left haha so I had to do something but the problem is I NEVER did any work so I don't know im im kinda scared but I will try....

'ya maybe tomorrow'

im just a little lazy maybe?

so I went to my dream land and after 3 hrs the time is 2:00 something happened I hear car horn from outside then a bang which shook the whole house so I wake up to see

'wtf who disturbed my beauty sleep'

I got up and go toward door of my room when I open it I see there a car was stuck in front door of our house my parents are also looking in shock and anger I thought

'who the fuxx who was the guy to stuck the whole car in our house's front door'

I ran towards car to see who is the one to stuck the car in our front door but there was no one in car and window of car was broken I looked back to see there on stair a body was lying I figured it just by looking that

'he's dead I see a big headache is coming'

I got to body to make sure but he was really dead I look towards my parents who are looking at me and shook my head to say he is no more looking back at body I see he was holding something I don't know why maybe curiosity I took it to see a pink and blue color pearl with a little bit of green and a symbol was on it created in white but suddenly my parents shout "FIRE RUN"

I looked back to see car blast my parents weren't there I also run without thinking but was too late car blasted the moment I took first step I put my hands in front of me the ball in my hand slip from fingers going towards my eye with the force of blast it got stuck where my eye used to be as for the eye maybe it's already a gone case I got blacked out just after I got send back by the blast I know that

'im going to die'

because I see all my life flash before me and time was stopped for a sec before blast it felt like a whole minute

after that I saw only dark nothing but dark I can't feel anything but then a pain surge from my eye to my brain and I feel like my eye was going towards my brain I had one thought at that time

'im going crazy how can my eye move towards my brain unless...'

I remember that ball stuck in my eye

'maybe it's the ball'

I tried to grab it but then I see I don't have hands I can feel my hands but can't use them

'maybe this is how it's feel like to be a soul'

then a pain stuck me which was horribly painful it felt like

'i feel like my mind is on fire'

"AAhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

"AAhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

after sometime which felt like hours it stopped not completely but I only feel a little pain

"ugh"

"hhuuu hhuuu hhuuu"

"AAhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

'it hurts it damn hurts'"

after the pain start again it took same time to go again like before but when it was gone I don't feel any pain anymore but something else I feel like my brain is working more faster and better then before I could think really easily and I feel that it's not all my brain can do it can do Far more better thing than this I was tired so I waited to see if more pain is coming but it didn't so I went to sleep