1 Chap1: Stop there, I just want to be reincarnated

''So you decide to kill yourself?''

I suddenly opened my eyes. Not understanding what's going on there. ''I was going to commit suicide right?'' I thought to myself. ''But then, if I can think and feel properly, that mean... I didn't die?!?!?'' I felt depressed for that even if I shouldn't. But well, I did have the right to though. I mean, dying by drowning was very painful, and I did it for nothing! ''I don't deserve that!'' I screamed.

''Don't worry, you did die'' said an aged voice. It was then that I noticed that I wasn't alone. ''who's there?!'' I shout while scanning my surrounding and found something that choc me out.

I ''felt'' that I didn't have any body! More than that, I couldn't breath?? No, more like didn't need to, because I didn't have anything that could help me breath!! Where the hell did my mouth and noise go???

Wait... I don't breath, mysterious voice I can't see, and no body...

''How can I didn't notice earlier?? My life was really useless to not see that I just died!'' I said depressed now for an other reason. ''Was I really that intelligent? It took me quite the time to figure out something that simple.''

While he was murmuring in depresse, a light, in that dark place was watching quietly what was happening for now quite some time. He didn't want to interrupt the sorrow of the young man, because the light know that he had a difficult life full of trials. The boy didn't know, but to day, he took the right decision.

(author: this is a fiction, I don't want to inciting suicide with my writing. So don't do it)

After what he thought was the good time, the light, spoke again '' Young man, have you calm down? ''

The voice of an aged man resounded once again for the third time, but this time, the boy responded '' Yes, thank you for your concern''. He then started directly at the light and 'frown'.

''....Are you?'' he started to said. '' Just call me like you want, I'm not that important anyway'' interrupted the old voice.

The boy just nodded, or more than he felt like he did. ''Then I'll just call you old man'' he said restarted to paid attention to his surrounding and start to feel oppressed by the nothingness in this place. "So, where are we?" he asked.

"At the entrance of the three paths" respond the Old man "It is where I judge if the people will go to the haven, hell or will be reincarnated''

''Reincarnated !!!!"

The boy jolted at this word. Who doesn't want to be a hero in another world? Acquire overpowered cheats skill and stuff? Who doesn't want to become a king of a universe? Even if you're not an otaku, going in another world is to enticing!

He, himself wasn't an otaku, but love reading light novels sometimes in a while. And history of reincarnation was one of his favourite. If he could be reincarned, that will fulfil one his bigest wish. But then he remember something that make him feel depressed once again.

''Hey, old man? To have the right to be reincarnated, I have to save someone important before my death right?" I ask to be sure. Because in every novel, or most of them it was like that. And he thought about it, in his hole life he didn't save anyone, not even a Flower. Let's not talk about the fact that he killed himself!

" Yes you're right young man" replied the light, before continuing "and did it to, you saved someone before dying".

....

"Whhhaaaaatttttt????" he cried. He researched in his memories, when such thing happened, but no matter what, he couldn't remember an event such as it. "When was that? I don't remember that sort of thing!" he said while trying hard to remember.

"well that normal because what you save, was the future by dying" said Old man at the same time confusing him "Let me explain. In every world, there is what we called, the point of non return. It's an event fix in the time and space who, once coming and happening can't be reright no matter what we do. Even if we came back in time and send someone to stop it, it will still happening. And your suicide in that bridge was one of them. Before the point of no return begin, I calculated the futur, and saw that no matter what, if you hadn't jumped, you will have become the most evil person the world have seen since this world creation. And you'll had destroyed humanity. There was juste 0,000000001 % chances that you'll jumped and save humanity''.

This piece of information shocked the man, making him dazed for a few minutes.

Well it was understandable. He just heard from an antity that he just do a big favour to humanity by ending himself. It's like saying that he was a good for nothing, that didn't have any meaning to staying alive. And literally, it was exactly that! His biggest mistake, was being alive!

Felling the sorrow of the young man, the light said with a gentle voice "Don't worry, you're not a mistake or anything. The fault of this, was on the point of non ruturn. It appear out of nowhere and change the destiny of the people who are concerned by it" he sighed and said with a sad voice "I'm sorry that I don't have the power to stop points of non ruturn to interfering with the world, else I'm sure that you wouldn't have that kind of life".

"I don't care! " shouted the young man with sadness "Fact are, I live and died as a good for nothing or scum in coming if I've lived! So whether or not my destiny changed, lived that poor life!''

"I know '' the Old man respond '' That's why I decided to bring you to haven, for the injustice you suffered"

"What?? '' the young man said, astonished. Haven??? "Why would I want to go to haven??" he said puzzled.

"Huh? Isn't that what you want? To live a peaceful life?" Old man asked curiously.

"What? When did I ever said that?" "Didn't you you see my future? Don't you know my history?"

"Well, I saw it, that why I assumed you would want to have a life without problems" answer Old man.

"Haah?? You just said earlier that my life wasn't worthy, and after that you just want to trough me in haven like nothing happened, but with this fact still true?" said the young man angrily.

Old man pondered a bit and agree silently with the young man that even he will not be able to not be upset if he was in he's place. "You've got a point young man. Then, what do you want?"

Hearing that, the young man immediately said "I want to be resurrected, like that, I would be able to prove that I wasn't worthless"

"That I can't do" replied Old man "If I resurrected you in your world, you would just replay your same life again with no change in it bacause of the point of non return. The only thing I can do for you is to be reincarnated in a similar world or an entirely different world, my apologies"

"Old man, I never said that I want to be reborn in my world. It's to boring! And beside, other worlds exist! Why would I want to be reincarnated in my previous world? Or even a similar one? " He said exasperated. "Tell me that world with magic, dragons and stuff exist please and send me there''

''Well it does exist, however, those, are a bit special for someone like you...'' answer Old man with a trouble 'face'. "Old man, just tell me, is it possible for me to go there? '' questioned the young man.

''Well... It's not that it's impossible merely..." started to said Old man "Then it's settled! I'll go there" interrupted the young man.

Old man panicked and said hurriedly "Are you sure? Because...'' "Yes I'm sure, so stop bothering me with that" interrupted the young man again.

However, what he didn't know is that Old wanted to explain that in a case where a human from a normal world like him go to a world of magic, their gender will change. But it was obvious that the young man will not listen to Old man. So he just sight and said "Very well, you'll be reincarnated there, anything else you wanted?"

The young man thought a little and then had an idea.

"I want to be reincarnated a little bit before the start of that world, like that I will be able to conquered the whole world before it even started"

That request surprised Old man ''Not like it's impossible, but if I do that, you... " "Stop there Old man, just do it! Oh, and one more thing. I want a cheat skill! A growth type."

The Light sigh heavily again because he know that, the boy, will not listen no matter what. "OK, prepare yourself, I will send you there right now"

A multicolor vortex suddenly appeared out of nowhere sucking up every thing.

Just before the young man entered in the vortex, he heard Old man said "Good luck young man, and I hope you will not have to wait to long"