21 I want us to be what we used to
Meghan sighed heavily, walking into her room. It's been a month already after she let him together with Annie. She should be happy as he is happy now.
"Am I stupid to give him to her?" she asked herself. She looked at the mirror, noticing how pale she looks lately. She sighed.
"But people say that if we make the one we love happy, we will happy too but why I feel so miserable?" she murmured, lying on her bed. She took one teddy, hugging it tightly.
"Why I'm not the one in your heart?" she asked the teddy but no answer. She sighed again.
She was mumbling to herself when the phone rang. She looked at the name, beginning to smile. It's Vic!!!
"Hello…" she said cheerfully.
"Hey, Ann asks if you want to join our dinner." Her face changed.
"Sorry, Vic but I have photo shooting in few hours," she lied.
"Oh… then, I just pack for you, okay?"
"Bye, Vic," she said, pushing the button slowly. She sighed, putting it back to the table, lying back to the bed.
"Well… he has her now. He's not mine anymore…" she murmured sadly.
"I'm hungry already…" she said, stroking her stomach. She thought that tonight she can have dinner with Vic after a few days they haven't had dinner together but it still the same. She sighed, closing her eyes, ignoring the growling in her stomach. Since both Vic and Annie together, she stopped eating dinner, as she doesn't use to eat alone without Vic. She tried to eat outside, in a fancy restaurant but the feel is not the same. So, every night, she sleeps with her empty stomach.
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Vic laughed, cutting the steak. Annie wiped her mouth, trying to stop her giggling.
"So, he just go straight to the manager's office, didn't believe that you really are the manager?" Annie asked. Vic nodded.
"Yeah. His face paled to see me walking to the chair, sitting in front of him," Vic said. Annie giggled, drinking her apple juice slowly.
"Here, sir, the black pepper steak," one waiter gave him a plastic. He smiled, paying him the price.
"It won't be delicious anymore when you give to her," Annie said. Vic smiled.
"I just reheat it back," he replied, putting the plastic next to his plate. Both continued talking while finishing their food.
"Tonight is great," Annie said, smiling.
"So, see you tomorrow, okay?" he said, kissing her cheek. She giggled, walking to the gate.
"See you tomorrow, Vic." He smiled, driving away.
When he arrived, he went to her room to wake her up. He chuckled to see her sleeping soundly on the bed.
"Meghan, wake up. I bought you steak," he said, gently shaking her shoulders. She groaned, turning around.
"Meghan, wake up," he said again.
"I've eaten already. Let me sleep," she mumbled, pulling the teddy bear closer. He chuckled, pulling the blanket to cover her body before switching off the light. She turned around when he closed the door. She sniffed, rubbing her empty stomach.
"I haven't eaten yet. I'm very hungry but I want to be like we used to. I want to eat the food you cook. I want you to tease me, pulling my bear, pulling my hair, pinching my cheek,…" she chocked out slowly. She closed her eyes, wanting to go to the dreamland, where Vic loves her, where Vic teases her, treating her like always.
