1 Away from home

Me Marianne, eighteen year old girl was ready to be myself and live on my own. People say I am a good looking,tall and thin girl with hairs till my shoulder with a clean and fair skin. I am really obsessed with my looks; just the thing i lack in my appearance is big boobs. I know it is a main thing but yes i have to accept the truth. I always think thay I am the most luckiest person. I was not extraordinarily good in studies but yes I was always a good student and was never involved in any abusive activity. But deep down in my heart for once i want to become a bad queen and try many silly things. This was the time when I could do all the things i wish to do so that afterwards i should write more about the things i had done rather than i want to do. Here my journey starts to face the world.

My grandmother was crying, grandpa was trying to console me , my mother was standing with a positive and brave look. My sister was busy in arranging things and my father had a responsible look on his face at 3am everyone was standing on a road to say "GOODBYE ". I was finally leaving my home to study in other place. To give me company my sister and father was along with me. We completed all the admission work and the day came when it was time to be alone. My father put his hand on my shoulder and said "now onwards you have to live on your own just remember one thing we trust you and are proud to have daughter like you just enjoy your life and always remember to BE YOURSELF and LOVE YOURSELF " tears rolled down on his cheeks and then they left me in the big city . The feeling was very weird I felt like inside my heart there are many stones filled. I knew that this day is gonna come but then too my body was arguing with my brain.

I was sharing my room with Moro, we both were from same city but we were totally opposite from each other many question was wandering in my mind Is she good ,can I get along with her, does she think that she is superior than me, are we gonna share our things,etc. But she was really kind by heart but some of her things were really annoying. I never felt that I can share my secrets with her. I was prepared to leave without any emotions as soon as we leave this place.

Finally, first day of college in my mind it was clear that " I want to make my parents proud and want a good life ahead" one more thing was decided that I want a BOYFRIEND in my college life. No one believed that I was single till now but... the situation in university was very different it was really hard to make friends how can i make a boyfriend.

I Marianne was studying genetic science and this course was very rare so very few people was interested in studying this course.

This was real beginning to see world. The real world is really different which we don't know as we are in a protective shield of our parents. When we come out from that shield and see the world clearly it is really different thing.

Everyone was very sweet in the beginning and afterwards we can see their true self. Here everyone was busy in spreading rumors but on face they were sweet as candy. Here there was no single person which was trustworthy but still I made few friends one them was fond of kdramas so I thought that she must be really good person as I am fond of Korean people and people who loves Korea. My roommate was such a person that no one liked her I don't know why everyone hate her. First time in my life I was feeling LONELY and badly needed a person wo can sit beside me and hear my nonsense talk and share same mental age as of me but the truth was I WAS ALONE . Talking with parents was the only way i can feel ease and the best thing was to watch kdrama.

Once our study started we got busy and the days was going speedly.

Then on the Freshers day I saw a senior He was amazing my eyes was not moving from him, in my heart bunch of butterflies was flying, and I was smiling involuntarily. He was totally my type his height was about 5'8" and physic was like jungkook and had a fair skin with slight beard, hairs was set and was wearing black shirt with folded sleeves.

My name was announced as miss freshers. The party was over and we were busy in taking selfies and pics, i saw that the senior was coming towards us my heart was jumping his walk was so stable and again my eyes was stuck on his face but this time i was not smiling by the time he stood in front of me and our eyes met I felt like rose petals was falling on us and we were rotating and a silent music was going but then he said "Hey I am Devyn would you like to join in our fashion team " his voice was as sexy as him. I collected all my thoughts I was confused what to say and was silent thinking what just happened one of his friend come and pulled him he just said " tell me your answer afterwards " and then i just put my thumbs up and gave him a smile he repeated the same and his smile was so warm. We just had a moment....

And the smile was not moving from my face .

something was there in him.

The thing which made my mind to think about him and wanted to bhe with him. I felt a sense of trust, and affection towards him maybe because he was most stunning person i have ever seen in real.

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