1 PewDiePie X Reader-
You and Felix fall in love. But fate has other plans for you! Stay tune to find out!
*Congratulates Felix and Marzia! I almost cried while watching your wedding video! I've watch you guys from before dating to now and I'm so happy for you guys!*
New Beginning:
You wake up in your small apartment. When you get up you yawn.
"Man today's the day" you say throwing off the covers and getting off your bed. You brush your hair and tie it in a ponytail. You throw on a jacket over your tank top and sit at your desk. You yawn once more. When you get done yawning you open your laptop and pull up your channel.
"(Channel name) is not doing so well as I thought." You say looking at your subs. You only had 100 subs.
"Well one more video before work will not hurt." You open the camera on the laptop and start recording.
"Hey guys! It's me (Y/N) and I'm here today to play some games with you guys." You grab your Oculus Rift helmet. You put it on.
"So I know it's a couple days after Halloween but I thought since I didn't make a video for Halloween I'll make one now. I'm playing and you can already guess Oculus Rift!!!" You scream. You scream so loud your roommate runs in wondering what the heck happened.
"What! What's wrong?" A tall boy with handsome features says coming in.
You burst into laughter.
He become angry. "What the hell (Y/N)"
"Sorry Kevin."You say still laughing.
He than smiles a little. "For real. Why did you scream?"
You point to your laptop and he bends over to get in front of the camera.
"Oh. Your dumb YouTube job?" He said with smirk.
"Its not dumb Kevin. It's fun. And I happened to like it." You say defending yourself. You cross your arms.
"Well after you get done with that don't forget about your actual job." He says walking back out of the door.
You smile and turn back to your laptop.
Twenty five minutes pass and you finish up with your video.
"Okay guys see you later!" You say while turning off your camera.
After that you upload your video to YouTube.
While it was uploading you grab some clothes and get into the shower.
You spend fifteen minutes in the shower. When you get out you go straight to your laptop.
You only had one review.
"Well its okay (Y/N) its going to be fine. It takes time to get views."
You put on your black jacket and walk out of your apartment.
The camera zoomed toward your laptop.
One view, five views, sixteen views, sixty views, and hundred views.
Your subs gained more too. 100 which is now 400.
Mystery Guy:
After a long day at work you finally come home. When you do you go straight to your room. When you enter your room you throw off your jacket and lay on your bed. You stare at your plain ceiling.
"Man what a day! First I go to work and about twenty people come and just order a bunch of food. I wish that I can quit this job and just become a full time Youtuber." By saying that you sit up and stare at your laptop. 'Maybe I have some views?'
You sit at your desk and open your laptop. You pull up YouTube and you look at your views.
"OH MY GOSH!!" You scream as you read the views. "20,000 views! And 1,004 subs!" You jump from your chair and jump up and down.
When you finally calm down you sit back at your desk and smile bright.
'I can't believe this! How did this even happen? Oh man who cares! I'm so happy!'
"I have to email Cassie about this!" You say as you open your email account. As you do you get two new emails marked unread. You open them.
As you read the first one you scream again but this time louder. So loud you hear your neighbor yell "Shut up!" The email says,
Dear Y/N, we are happy to see you succeed in YouTube so far. You hit your 1,000 sub. We are happy to have you aboard our company. It's Revermode. Ever heard of it? Maybe Pewdiepie rings a bell? Anyway we are happy to see you succeed even farther. We want you to join us. Just email us back if you want to join. You have until 6 p.m tonight to email us back. See you soon!
You look at your clock and it says 5:58.
"Crap!" You yell. You hurry and email them back.
After you hit send you wait for an email back. Hours pass.
'Come on! Come on!'
As the clock hits 9:00 you see an email. You hurry and open it.
That's great news! Please meet us at 11 a.m tomorrow at Long Drive Road. There you will meet Felix and other youtubers. Hope you show. It will be great to meet you!
"Oh man! I have work tomorrow!" You say angry. You think for a moment. 'If I skip work and go to meet them I could not be accepted...but I could have a shot. But than again I might get fired if someone from work sees me not at work. I have to take a chance. After all your future depends on it.'
You sign. "Okay I'll just call in sick. I'll go to meet them. I really hope I don't make a bit mistake.'
When 10 hits you go to bed. You set your phone alarm on 8 a.m. You hurry and get into bed and you drift off to sleep.
"Y/N? Y/N!" You hear someone yell in your sleep. As you open your eyes you see a figure standing over you.
"Y/N get up!" A man's voice says angry.
You sit up slowly. As you do you hear a ringing noise. You began to rub your eyes.
"What's that noise?" You say yawning.
"Your alarm! I tried to shut it off but I don't know your pass code"
You look closely at the person you are speaking to and you realize it's Kevin.
"Wait my alarm?" You say looking at your phone. Then you remember. "Oh crap!" You jump out of bed fast almost knocking Kevin on his butt.
He rolls his eyes as you run around your room getting ready. He walks out of your and shuts the door behind him.
You hurry and find a pair of pants and a t-shirt on the floor that so happened to not be dirty. When you get done getting ready you walk out of your room and go to the front door.
"Where are you going?" Kevin says standing in the kitchen drinking coffee.
"I'm going to go meet someone." You open the door and he starts to laugh. You turn to look at him. "What's so funny?"
"It's just that what person in their right mind want to meet someone at 4 in the morning. I mean if it is important."
You look at your phone and realize the time. 4 a.m. 'Why did my alarm go off at 4!' You get mad. You shut the door and go straight to your room. 'I guess I was so excited to meet with Revermode that I set the alarm to the wrong time.' You lay on your bed. You close your eyes and start to go back to sleep.
~Time Skip~
You stand outside a huge building. No one is in sight. You check your phone. 11:01 appeared. You sign. You lean against the wall of the building.
A man in a suit appeared. He wore a hat that covered his face. When he got closer he spoke. "Let me guess, someone wanted to meet you here and now they stood you up?" He said laughing a little.
You stood straight up. "Well....that's none of your business!" You protested.
He removed his hat and you saw his face. He had gray slick back hair with brown glasses. He looked to be in his 60's. "Well I'm sorry if I offended you. It's just this is my building and I usually don't see a lot of people out here. Unless your one of my employees or your waiting to meet someone."
"Oh.." you didn't know what to say. You could here your mother saying, "Be nice!" You smile. "I'm sorry. I am meeting someone."
He laughed. "It's alright. Now I would love to chat with a beautiful lady but I must leave." He bowed and walked passed you. You saw his waking. It was strange. Out of no where he suddenly falls to the ground.
"Oh my god!" You yell running to him. You quickly pick his head up. "Sir are you alright?" You ask trying not to cry.
"Y-yes but if don't mind...can...you..call..my nurse?" He asked trying to search for his phone.
You grab his phone and search it. You find the contact named nurse. You call it. A moment passed and a woman's voice says, "Yes, Mr.-"
You cut her off by yelling, "Listen lady! He needs you right now! I don't know what happened but he just fell down and he needs you!"
"Okay, listen keep his head up so blood does not rush to it. Also where are you guys?" She asked with a calm voice.
"We are at-" you try to remember. "We are at Long Drive Road."
"Okay just stay calm. I'll be right there." And after that she hung up.
You put the man's phone back in his pocket.
"W-what did she say?" He asked
"She said she will be here shortly."
"Oh okay"
"Sir, if you don't mind me asking but why did you fall? Did you have a stroke or a-"
"Don't worry. It happens a lot. My legs just give out. I'm just happy this time I didn't hit my head." He laughed.
You couldn't help but smile a little. But you quickly went back to a serious face.
The man noticed. "Don't be sad. It will be alright. It's better to laugh than be worried." He says smiling.
You suddenly hear sirens. You look around and you see an ambulance. It stops and two men get out and open the back door and grab a rolling bed. They roll it to the man on the ground. They help him on it. They get him into the ambulance.
"Mam we have it from here. You can leave now." One of the men say.
Before you could say anything the old man yells, "Have some respect! That's my daughter!"
You and the two men looked surprised. "Um..." You say confused.
"Now my daughter can come with me." He turns to you. "Daughter, you coming?"
Oh man! "S-sure." You say climbing into the ambulance. As you do they close the door behind you.
~Time Skip~
At the hospital you sit in the old man's room. He had a fancy room. In his room he had two beds just for him and a whole flat screen. 'This guy must be very rich.' You though taking a sip of your water.
The man turns to you. "Are your sure you don't want anything to eat?" He asks offering you a menu.
"No thank you. I'm good with just water." You say smiling.
"You know your a horrible liar" he says laughing.
"Am not" you say smiling.
"Yes you are. You are as bad as my kids." He looks at the TV.
You stare at the menu. You felt your stomach growl. "Maybe I'll go get me something out of the vending machine." You stand up and walk to the door.
As you walk down the hall in screach for a vending machine you feel your phone vibrate. You get your phone and see what it was. An new email. When you open it you feel like your whole world just exploded.
Dear (Y/N),
We are sad that we didn't get to meet you. We hope that one day you join us. So we wish to see you later.
From Revermode
'Man! If only I stayed back at the meeting place. I could've of...I should've of...' You lend on the side of the wall. 'I could of met my favorite youtubers.' You sigh. You look up and see a vending machine. "If I'm going to mope around than I should do it with a full stomach." You walk to the vending machine and put in a dollar. You see your favorite food. When you press the number it doesn't work.
"Come on!" You yell mad.
"Shh!" A nearby nurse says
You roll your eyes and press the button again. It still doesn't work.
You give up. As you go back to the room you smell something good.
"Whats that smell?" You say walking into the room.
When you do you see a whole table of different kinds of foods.
"Whats all this?" You say turning to the man.
"It's just me saying thank you."
"I couldn't"
"Oh but you are. Of not than I'll just let my kids or grand kids eat it."
Your stomach growls again.
"See even your stomach agrees with me." He laughs.
"Okay fine I will. Thank you." You say grabbing a plate and sitting on the other bed.
"So who were you meeting earlier?" He asks looking at the TV.
"Well, I was going to meet my favorite you-" Just than a young man that seemed familiar walked in.
"Dad!" He yelled rushing to the old man.
'That man he looks familiar.' You think in your head.
"I'm alright. If it wasn't for this young lady I would of maybe be dead on the side of the road." The old man points to you.
You look at him with food in your mouth. "Hmm?" You say confused.
"Young lady I would like you to meet my son Felix." His son turns to me.
'Those blue eyes...that blonde hair...that smile and the name Felix? Where do I know him? Who is this guy.....GUY! OMG! It's Pewdiepie!!!!' You scream in your head.
Contusion At The Hospital:
As you sit there with your mouth full of food, Felix holds out his hand for you to shake it. You swallow your food hard and put on a faint smile.
"Hi" you say nervously.
"Thank you so much for saving my dad" he says smiling.
"N-no problem" you say with a weak laugh.
"Felix, will you hand me my bag" the old man points to his bag on the couch across from the bed.
"Sure dad." Felix says going to the couch and grabs a red bag and hands it to his father.
"Thanks" the old man says taking the bag and looking through it.
"So.." Felix says sitting on the end of the bed that you are on. He gives you a big smile but than he looks at you up and down.
Your cheeks start to burn. 'What is he doing? Is he checking me out? No! He has a girlfriend! Stop thinking these kind of things!' You think while staring at him. "Y-yes?" You say nervously.
He continues to look you up and down. "Yeah. Um have we met?"
"Um I don't think so. Why?" You say confused.
"Well you seem like I've either met you somewhere or I've seen your face before. Hmmm." He does a thinking face. "Oh!" He says smiling big. "That's where I know you from!" He goes to his phone and looks at it and clicking something and shows you his phone. "Does this ring a bell?"
You look at his phone and see that it was the email of Revermode.
"Well does it?" He says grinning.
His father looks at you both but doesn't say anything.
"Yeah it does. Why?" You say raising a brow.
"Well I knew it." He laughs.
You look at him with a weak smile. "Okay?"
He stops laughing and looks at you. "Sorry about that. But listen if I recall you were suppose to meet me and some other youtubers at Long Drive Road. Am I not correct?"
You smile. "Yes but I-"
"So you were the guy she was suppose to meet" the old man says frowning.
"Um yeah." Felix looks at you. "Sorry about that"
"No need it's fine." You say looking at the ground.
"You should have called or something than just letting a poor woman stand in the middle of nowhere by herself" the old man says angry.
"Dad I didn't mean to." Felix protests.
"Don't apologize to me. Apologize to her." The old man says pointing to you.
Felix looks at you and yells angrily. "I'm sorry that I showed up late!" He looks at his father. "Happy now dad?" He crosses his arms.
His father rubs his eyes. "Why do you have to yell?"
Felix shakes his head. "Dad I do not want to get in to this."
"Well maybe I want to" the man says angrily.
"Dad maybe not now!" Felix yells again.
You stand there looking back and forth. Wondering why they are fighting. You get angry when Felix raises his voice at his father. How could he be so mean?!
"Um maybe I should go." You say standing up.
"No no. Please stay" the old man says pointing to the bed.
"No I'm okay. I have to go to work anyway." You hurry and walk out the door and down the hall. You can hear Felix yelling after you but you ignore him and instead of using the elevator you use the stairs. When you reach the door to the stairs someone grabs your arm and turns you to face them. Felix stood there looking at the ground.
He sighed and says, "Look, I'm sorry. I should have been there when I was suppose to. I should have not let you stand by yourself. So.." he pulls his phone out. "Here's my number so you can contact me whenever you need to. Also it's also for next Monday" he smiles.
You look at him. "For Monday?"
"Yes. Since you saved my father and all I guess I owe you one. So Monday is when you start Revermode" he laughs a little.
Your cheeks burn. 'This can't be happening! I'm really gonna work with Pewdiepie!' You pitch yourself. "Ow!" You say smiling.
Felix looks at you and busts out laughing " Why'd you do that?"
You smile. "Cause this all seems like a dream." You laugh.
He grins at you. "Well I hope you enjoy it. Cause its going to be fun. Well bye." He says walking away and waving at you.
You smile. "Wait!" You yell and one of the nurses shushes you. Felix looks at you.
"Yes?"
"You forgot to give me your number" you laugh.
"Oh!" He laughs as well and walks back and you hand him your phone and he puts his number in and hands it back. "It's going to be fun working with you" he says smiling and walks away again.
Once he's out of sight you run though the door and scream. "HOLY SHIT! THIS CANT BE HAPPENING!" You jump up and down in excitement. 'I'm freaking working with Pewdiepie on Monday!! This can't be true' you pitch yourself again. "Yep this is real" you smile big. 'Well time to get home'
~Time skip~
Once you shut the door to your apartment you pitch yourself again. "Still real" you smile.
You reach your bedroom door when you hear yelling coming from Kevin's room.
"SCREW YOU KEVIN! YOU KNEW I WASN'T REALLY WITH YOU!"
You recognized that voice. It was Jamey. Kevin's off and on again girlfriend.
Suddenly the door opens and a girl with short red hair and a body like the models in the magazine's stood there in a tight pink tank top and shorts that ran up her butt. Making her look like her butt was eating her shorts. She also had a purse that hung on her left arm.
She looked at you. She rolled her eyes and walked passed you and walked out the front door and slammed it. Knocking a picture on the wall down.
You look at Kevin's door and walk to it and stand in the doorway. "Hey" you say looking at him.
He was sitting on the edge of his bed. He had his face in his hands.
You walk to him and sit next to him and put your arm around him. "Look, it will be alright. She's not worth it." You say trying to cheer him up.
He raises his head and looks at you. His eyes where red. He looked like he was crying.
You stroke his cheek. "Kevin it will be okay. I promise" you say with a faint smile.
"Yeah...I know.." He looks at the ground.
"Kevin. It will be." You stand up and stand in front of him. "And you know why?"
He looks at you. "No?"
"Well.." You pull him up from the bed. "We are gonna go out until you feel better!" You smile.
He smiles. "Really?"
You laugh. "Yes! Because you are my best friend!" You hug him. "Plus I don't like to see you hurt"
He hugs back. "Thanks (Y/N). That means a lot"
"Hehe" you pull away. "Okay now let's get ready" you smile and walk out of his room. You walk in your room and sit on your bed. You sigh. 'What a bitch' You put your face in your hands. 'Why is he even with her? Ugh! She's so mean to him.' You raise your head and stare at your laptop sitting on your desk. You smile. 'I can't believe Monday I'll be working with Pewdiepie!' You hear a knock on your door.
"Hey (Y/N) you ready?" Kevin says on the other side of the door.
"Um yeah." You say getting up. You go to your mirror and look in it and check yourself. 'Yeah I'm good' You smile and you open the door.
Kevin stood there in a shirt that was tucked in and his hair looked like he hasn't even been washed in days. "Kevin?" You say smiling.
"Yes?" He says grinning.
"What's in your hair?" You say running your fingers through his hair. "Ewww" you laugh.
"What? I just used some jell" he says smiling.
"Well maybe a little to much" you say laughing.
"Okay maybe it's been awhile since I've been out" he says looking at the ground.
"Well same here but, I'll help you some how" you smile.
~Time skip to the next morning~
You slowly open your eyes. You have a really bad headache. You rub your eyes. 'What happened last night' You question yourself. You sit up a little and notice you are naked. You cover yourself with the blanket. You try to look around but everything is blurry. You rub your eyes again. When you finally can see you realize your in a fancy room.
You than hear breathing beside you. 'Oh god!' You slowly look over and you see a half naked guy laying on his stomach. He had somewhat of muscles. He had dirty blonde hair. You lean over to get a better look of his face but he rolls over on his back and snores.
Your heart drops. 'No! No! No! No! This can't be! That blonde hair....that nose...that mouth.....No! It can't be!' You stare at him. 'No! No! No! No! This can't be happening!' You rub your eyes. 'This is a dream! This isn't real! This can't be him!' You notice a wallet on the end table next to him. You slowly get up and walk to the wallet and look at it. 'No....no....no....no...no!!!' You read the name. "Felix Kjellberg" you stare at the wallet and back at the guy in the bed. 'I slept with Pewdiepie!'
Dreamy Guy:
You stood there. Unable to move. You wanted to but your feet didn't want to go. Your heart was racing. Feeling like it was an out to jump out of your chest. You shake your head. 'No! This can't be! He has a girlfriend! Mazia! She is sweet and nice. She doesn't deserve it!' You began to tear up. 'Oh god! I'll be the reason they broke up! She'll hate me! He'll hate me! The whole world will hate me! I'll always be known the whore who broke up a prefect relationship!' You wipe your face. 'Okay. He probably doesn't remember. I'll just get my clothes on and get out. Before he gets up' You move quickly to your side of the bed and grab your clothes. You put every last piece on. You are very quiet. You stop every time Felix moves. As soon as you put your phone in your pocket he suddenly sits up. 'CRAP!' You run out the door. Luckily for you, you were right next to it. You stand there for a moment. 'God I need to get out of here and go home' You walk fast to the elevator. You press the lobby floor. As soon as the doors close you place your hand to your forehead. 'What the hell happened last night? Did I really just sleep with Flex?! My hero? My favorite youtuber? Pewdiepie?' Your head started to hurt. You were getting a headache. All this thinking made you have one headache. Then it hits you. 'Kevin! He was there! He should know what happened!' The door opens and it's the lobby. You exit the elevator and through the front doors. You are blinded by the sun. You finally get to see and noticed you were down town. Only a couple miles from home. You start to walk. You stare at your feet as you do.
~Time Skip~
You go up the stairs to your apartment. As soon as you go to reach the doorknob the door jerks open. Your mouth drops. You see Kevin standing there. He had a black eye and what it looked like a broken nose. "Kevin!" I went to him. I examined him. "Are you okay? What happened? Who did this??" You say as you stare at him. He closes the door and looks at you. He doesn't say anything but hug you. Tightly.
"I'm sorry" he whispered.
You hug back. "Kevin why are you sorry?" You say pulling gently away and looking at him.
He stares at the ground. "I got jealous...." He kept staring at the ground. Not looking at me in the eye.
'Jealous? Why was Kevin jealous? Why? And why me?' You raise a brow confused. "Kevin....why were you jealous? And why over me?" You stare at him. 'Kevin was acting weird.'
He looked at me. "When we went to the club I left you for a moment to go to the bathroom. When I came back you were flirting with some guy.....and I.....well....got mad." He stares at the ground. "I don't know what came over me....I just went to him and hit him...." His fists clutch. "And he didn't fall or anything. He stood there in shock and hit me. Again and again. You tried to stop it but you had too many drinks. So you were swaying everywhere...." He stopped..."that's when you slipped and hit your head hard. You were holding a drink and it split all over your shirt and pants. The guy beat me where I couldn't stop him from taking you away from me...."
You stood in shock. 'Felix....he beat up my friend. Even though Kevin was dumb to hit him I felt bad. Kevin wasn't a bad guy. He was just protecting me.' You smile and hug him. "Thank you Kevin"
He hugs back. "For what?"
You pull away. "For protecting me." You peck his cheek making him turn red and walk towards your room.
"Wait. Where are you going?" Kevin says confused.
You turn. "I have a lot to do. I've been through a lot as well today. So I'm going to go watch some YouTube and catch up on my sleep." You walk into your room closing the door. With sleeping with "Pewdiepie", finding out your best friend likes you, and saved you. You take a deep breath. 'What the hell happened? Yesterday I was on cloud 9. Now I'm walking through hell.' You fall onto your bed. Face first into the pillows. "Ahhhh" you say smiling and resting. "So warm" you say cuddling your pillow. Then you remember Felix cuddling your waist. You blush. 'Why did I just think of that?' You sit up. You stare at your laptop. 'Tomorrow is Monday. The day I start revermode.....the day I work with.....with him...' You put your face into your hands. 'How can I face him now? Knowing I had sex with him? Will he remember?' You lay back. Staring at the ceiling. 'This was suppose to be fun. Exciting. But it hasn't been.' You roll on your side. 'I should just sleep the rest of the day. I don't feel like doing a video or talking to Kevin....' You sigh. You close your eyes. 'Just dream of something else. Think of ponies. Or something'
~Dream~
You were sweating. You felt amazing. Every time you touched something it felt good. You could hear your moans. You knew something was happening to you. 'What is this feeling? It feels soooo "Good!" You moan as you bite your lip. 'God what's happening?' You open your eyes to see someone on top of you. You see hair. Blonde hair. You run your fingers through it. 'God this person feels so good' You keep biting your lip. This feeling was amazing. The person was inside you. But you couldn't make out who it was cause your vision was blurry.
"Mmmmmm" the guy moans. His moans came louder and louder.
You bite your lip and dig your nails into his skin. "Harder!" You demanded. 'Why do I want him more? Why does it feel so good?' You moan more. Feeling him go harder.
You suddenly hear someone yelling. "WAKE UP!"
'Who is that?'
"(Y/N) WAKE UP!"
~END~
You wake up. You open your eyes. Slowly. When you can see you see Kevin on one side of your bed standing. "Kevin?" You say confused. 'Why was he in my room?'
"Can you keep it down? Please?" You see him yawning.
'Keep it down? But I was-' You notice your hand in your underwear and your pants on the ground. You blush. Lucky Kevin couldn't see cause of your blanket over you. You remove your hand and nod. "Yeah sorry...." You say not looking at him.
"Thanks" he says walking out of your room. When he shuts the door behind him you sigh.
"What the hell just happened?" You rub your eyes. 'What was that dream about? Who was that guy?' You sigh again. Felix comes to mind. 'Wait.' You sit up. 'Did I dream of me and Felix having sex!' You stare into space. "But why did it feel so real!? And good!"
Friends Will Always Be There:
You sit at your desk recording another video for youtube. As you finish up you sigh and turn off the camera. You didn't want to do an outtro right now. All you wanted to do was hid away under your covers and never see sun light. It had been a month since the event with Felix. You try to forget all about that but every time you even think about doing anything he comes to mind. You lay your head on your desk.
"Why me..." You look up at her computer. You had gained many more subscribers since that day. You read the number. You now had 3,056. You close your laptop and stare at your open door. You see Kevin cooking in the kitchen. You smile. Kevin was the type of man that you could come home to and he would treat you like a goddess. He would cook you anything you want. You began to blush. 'Why am I thinking of Kevin in that way' you shake your head. 'Not now please'
"Hey (Y/N). You hungry?" Kevin walks into your room with some food. He lays it on her end table.
You look at the food. It did look delicious but you didn't want any of it. You didn't feel like eating. You felt sick to your stomach every day. "No thanks Kevin" you smile at him.
He sighs and pulls a spare chair next to you. "(Y/N) everything okay?" He stares at you with a worried look.
"Kevin I promise I'm fine" You smile as best you can. Suddenly you felt sick to your stomach. You rush to the bathroom and start to puke in the toilet.
Kevin ran after you and held your hair back. "See I knew you weren't alright."
You puke one last time and lay back wiping your face with a rag. "I'm fine Kevin. I've been puking"
He stares at you thinking. "Wait when did this all start?"
You look at him. "Um I don't know...maybe a couple weeks ago?" you laugh. "I'm not sick Kevin." You stand.
He sighs. "(Y/N) I think you're pregnant"
You look at him. "What?" you burst out laughing. "Yeah right" you flush the toilet. "Good joke" you walk past him.
"I mean it. You've been sick since that night we went out and you barley eat anything. You are always in a mood. You snap at me for no reason. Plus..." he looks away blushing. "You've been touchy lately"
Your face turns red. "Touchy?"
He sighs. "Yeah you've been flirting with me lately and you keep toughing me on "accident" and never acknowledging it"
You start to remind yourself of all the times you touched him. In the morning when he would help you cook. Or when you two would be watching a movie. Your color in your face drains. 'Kevin may be right.' You start to cry.
Kevin holds you. "Hey hey. Look it will be okay" he kisses your forehead.
You cry into his chest. 'This cant be happening! One problem after the next!' You cry more and more into his chest. Both of you slowly fall to the ground. You continue to cry into his chest. "Kevin I'm so sorry"
"(Y/N) don't be sorry" he holds you tighter. "Ill be right here the whole time"
You look up at him. You smile. "Thank you" you hold him tightly. 'Thank you Kevin for being such a good friend.'
"I can take you to the doctor to make sure that you are. If you want?" He looks down at you.
You nod. "Yes I would like that."
At The Hospital~
You sat on a bed, dressed in a gown. Kevin sat outside of the room. He wasn't allowed in during the test. You suddenly become worried. 'If I am how am I going to tell Felix?' You start to tear up. 'Not only did I sleep with a man that's engaged but I'm pregnant with his baby!' you wipe your eyes. 'No! I must be strong! I just wont tell him!' you sigh. "Its for the best (Y/N)..."
The doctor walks in with a clip board. She smiled at you as she closed the door. "Well I have good and bad news." She sat at the chair next to the desk.
You swallow hard. 'Oh no!'
"Well we did some blood work and yes you are pregnant" she smiled as she read the paper. "But the bad news is that we don't think that..." she sighed. "Now miss.." she read the name on the paper. "Miss (Y/N), we don't think the baby will make it through. It has a 50% chance of making it"
You start to tear up. 'Even though I didn't want this baby in the beginning doesn't mean I want to kill it!'
The doctor hands you some tissues. "Hey I promise everything will be okay as long as you do as we tell you" she smiles warmly at you.
You nod. "Anything to make sure this baby is alright" you blow your nose in a tissue.
Baby Love:
After leaving the doctor and going home you didn't say anything to Kevin. All you said was that it was true you were pregnant but that was all. You didn't want him to worry. But it didn't help because when you got home all he did was make you food and make sure you were alright. Five months had past and he did the same thing.
You stood in your mirror. You saw your stomach. It was now huge. You smiled. "Hey little one." you rubbed your stomach. "I'm your mommy" You put on your shirt and walked past your laptop. You had stopped doing youtube since you didn't want anyone to know about your pregnancy. Heck you were afraid that Felix would see your videos and see that you were pregnant and he would start asking questions. You didn't want that. You wanted to keep it a secret.
You walk into the living room. You sit on the couch. "Ahh" you say leaning back. "So whats for dinner today?" you turn to look at Kevin in the kitchen.
"Oh nothing but special food for my favorite two people in this world." he walks to the couch with two plates.
Your mouth waters as you look at the delicious food. "Yummy!" You grab your food and start to eat.
"Calm down (Y/N)." Kevin laughs as he sits next to you.
You laugh as well. "What its good!"
He smiles at you. "So what do you wanna watch today?" he grabs the remote. He flicks through the channels.
"Oh lets watch the walking dead!" you say as you swallow your food.
"Okay walking dead it is" He turns on the walking dead. You two start to eat as you watch.
On The Other Side Of Town~
Felix sat at his desk. He looked awful. He had bats under his eyes. His computer screen was on. It was playing your channel. He watched your videos back to back non stop. Suddenly the door to his office opened. Marzia walked in with some food.
"Felix..." she laid the plate next to him. She looked at the screen. She sighed. "Why don't you contact her?"
He sighed. "Because she wont answer any of my calls or anything." he turned off his computer.
"Well I think if will be the best if you went to her." she stood. "She probably misses you." she stared at him. "But first you need a shower." as she was about to leave he spoke.
"But what if people talk about me seeing another woman?" he looked up at her.
She shrugged her shoulders. "So be it. They'll find out sooner or later that we were only together for the views. Plus.." she went to him. "we only care about each other in a friend way" she kissed his head and left.
Felix watched his computer. "Yeah..." he stood. "I'm coming for you (Y/N)!"
Back At (Y/N) House~
You fell asleep on Kevin's shoulder. He held you as you slept.
Suddenly a knock was heard at the door. Kevin slowly laid you down and went to the door. As he opened the door you woke up.
"Kevin?" you say as you wake up. You yawn.
"Yeah ill be there in a minute (Y/N)" he says as he opens the door all the way.
"Okay." You rub your eyes. 'Wonder who that could be this late' You look over and your mouth drops. You quickly stand. "Felix?"
Felix stood there in the doorway. He had his hands in his pockets. Kevin also stood next to him.
"Kevin?" you look at him.
Kevin sighs. "Look he called...." he looks at the ground. "He told me what happened and I told him what happened." He shuts the door as Felix walks in.
You stand there unable to say anything. You were confused.
"Listen (Y/N) I know you're pregnant with my baby and..." Felix stares at the ground. "All I want to do is be with you. That night we had together was special. I don't mean the sex but a couple of hours before. I've never be more open with someone before. Its like I've never connected with someone before like I did with you. I get you so much. And I know you do with me too" he walks to you grabbing your hands. "Please don't hate me. Please!" he gets on his knees still holding your hands. "Please don't let me miss out on our babies life nor yours" he started to tear up. "I fucked up I know this. I didn't come to your sooner but I promise that I will never treat you like shit ever!"
You start to cry. "Felix..." you swallow hard. "I don't know...this is all so sudden" you pull him up. "Lets see how the baby thing goes before we declare that we will be together. I wont define you to see your kid but I don't know about us working. I don't remember anything about that night but us having sex." you wipe your face. You look at Kevin. He hasn't said anything. You look at him worried. You suddenly remember the past few months you two spent together. You did start to have feelings for him. You knew he cared about you deeply but you wasn't sure he felt the same way you did. You turn back to Felix. "But we can work something out." You smile.
The Endings Always Make Me Cry:
"After Felix had made the decision to stay a father to our baby I was happy. Though when some one famous like him has something happen to him everyone will know sooner or later. So when it got out he was having a baby and it wasn't Marzia's baby people started to hate him. Though there were still some that understood. But it didn't matter to us. A month had passed and every day it felt like I was going to have this baby. Though I was just happy that this baby survived as long as it did. Because the doctors told me that it was a small chance. But I was not expecting to have the baby so soon. It happened one night. I had woken up to blood being around me. I screamed for Kevin and he soon came. We went to the hospital. Felix came and after six hours of labor our baby came. I remember seeing Felix's face. He was crying a lot. I was too. When I held our baby I was so happy inside. This was MY baby. It didn't matter to me who was around. All I cared about was this little creature. It was a boy. Me and Felix already picked out a name. Noah Kjellberg was born on April 10, 2016. Its been three years since that day. And even if me and Felix tried to date we just couldn't connect like we did years before. But we didn't hate it. All we cared about was that little boy. He was our world. We both quit youtube for a while until he was old enough. I may not do youtube as much as Felix but I'm still happy with my job as a business woman. Felix though loved making vlogs with Noah. He would do You Laugh You Lose videos with him all the time. I watched them and laughed at our adorable baby being cute. Although some people still hate me for breaking up a couple I don't hate them. I except them for their opinions. Because over all I don't care. All I care about is my baby. My name is (Y/N) and that's how I met Felix and had a baby with him. I am also signing off for the last time. Thank you for listening to my story....goodbye...." The screen goes black.....
