8 Chapter8

{our souls collided, we breathed each other's air and all we had was each other}OMM

Do you know Twilight the movie. I love how Edward openly expressed his dark side to Bella, and Bella without a doubt accepted all his flaws. I loved how they make love and make it seem so effortless. I wanted that. I wanted to be caressed and held tightly. I wanted to be loved. I wanted to feel the pleasure of being loved. But I only wanted that from him.

"Do you love me?" I asked him.

"Yes I do, but are you sure. I don't want you to regret this later. I want you to be really sure about this."

I whispered with tears in my eyes. "If you love me then make love to me"

He kissed me softly. He paused for a minute and looked at me like he has been waiting for this for a very long time. I think he was holding back his tears and he kissed me passionately this time like he didn't want to let me go. It felt like he was a part of me. Our hearts intertwined and all we had was each other. Our hearts beat at the same time. I loved the fact the he played our playlist in the background. At that moment {Strange by Kris Bowers} was playing and I felt like everything around us was sinking except the two of us. We were floating. We were above everything that surrounded us. He took of my hoodie. Luckily that day I only had my sports bra on and my hoodie. His eyes glistened when he saw my revealed skin. He kissed my whole body and I felt my body temperature rising. My insides were screaming out of pleasure. He kissed my neck and snapped off my bra. I quickly covered my breasts. His breath was warm on my neck. He gently removed my pants and I was half naked. I tried undressing him but he stopped me and told me to relax and that he is here to pleasure me. He scooped me and took me to his room. I laid there with my legs open. He was on top of me kissing me while he undressed himself. He asked me again if I was ready. I nodded,I wanted him to take me and make me his own. He went down and took off my underwear and slipped his tongue inside. I immediately clenched my fingers in the sheets. Blood rushing through my body, my heart skipped a bit and I started breathing heavily. He continued with the licking while caressing my breasts. He then started fingering me and I think I came twice.He came back up and kissed me so that I can taste myself. He looked me in my eyes and told me this is going to hurt a bit. I nodded. I wanted him to put it in. He gently put it in ,while struggling a bit because it was my first time. I took a deep breath and he paused for a minute. It hurt a little bit but he was so gentle that I enjoyed him being in me. The sexual tension was too much. He gave me an intense look while riding me slowly. He penetrated me like he was familiar with my body. His pace was smooth and slow. With my legs around him all I wanted was to be in this position with him forever. He rode me while kissing my neck I moaned out his name. He groaned mine too. It turned me on more. It made me want him more. He started riding me faster and going deeper and I couldn't help but scream out of pleasure. My eyes were tearing up. I loved him for making me feel this way. We were both coming and he pulled out and we laid there breathing heavily. We looked at each other and he whispered I love you. I started crying but this time I was at my happiest because he made me feel loved and appreciated for the first time. He wiped off my tears and he asked me what's wrong.

"Let me be in your arms for a while I'll tell you later"

"Ok let's rest a little bit then we'll talk"

I felt so safe being in his arms and listening to his heartbeat while resting on his chest. It made me fall asleep. We both fell asleep in each others arms while naked and it felt so normal and oddly satisfying.

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