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(Eyes as dark as the midnight sky, the glow of his melanin skin,hair like silk indeed you are made for me. Why do I have to be so ungraceful when I'm around you. It would be an understatement if i just said you give me butterflies, but anyway it doesn't matter how I feel ... it's all over~OMM)

We all have that one person( well most of us),that one person we can't let go of, that one person whom you are weirdly attached to. Well I have that someone , despite all he's bs he's still my day one. I love him or I think I love him... Bryson is his name. He is one of those people that brought happiness into my life yet still made me feel like I want to cry.

Bryson Raymond Mendez, the only guy I can say I've ever really loved. Perfect brown eyes,charming smile that can melt your heart and gives the best hugs and kisses( btw I'm blushing). You could say he is perfect. His personality on the other side, he is effortlessly funny well he makes dad jokes which makes him even more cute, he is low key smart but doesn't like people knowing, he always puts a smile on my face and doesn't hesitate to tell me he loves me, which sometimes worries me if he really means it. People say he is unapproachable and has what they call a "resting bitch face" he'd probably be mad at me if I told him this( inside chuckle). Well yeah he can look a bit intense sometimes but he is the sweetest thing ever. I know I didn't explain much but I can't put it into words how I feel about him. I can't even describe him to myself , weird I know.

Btw I'm Makayla Skai Matthews, but people call me Kayla and I'm 16 years old,there's nothing interesting or exciting about me. I am just a typical girl who is very complicated that she herself can't figure herself out. I have never fallen in love. I almost fell in love but I am not sure if it was really love. I fail to believe that anyone could genuinely care and love me. I love the idea of love, but I do not believe that anyone can offer it to me. Even though I've been into two relationships, neither of them have ever made me feel like they are without a doubt in love with me. I know what I want to do with my life but I do not know where to begin. I have big dreams, I'm very intelligent, but I'm too lazy to study which gives people the impression that I am an average student. I believe that I am capable of doing much more than what I am doing now. I am also afraid of failure, which delays me to achieve my goals. I believe one day I'll gain the courage to do everything I've always wished to do. But that doesn't matter anymore because I'm moving...