Prologue

My name is… Well, it doesn't matter. As for my age, I'm currently eighteen.

As for why I'm lying on the floor, I should start from the beginning.

All my life, I have been mediocre at best. I started off with a silver platter… My parents were there, I went to a private school, all of that good stuff.

Even with all of my opportunities, I failed to make something out of myself. I dropped out of high school at seventeen, and have been living with my parents.

It's not really because I'm stupid. It's just that I was too lazy, and even after repeating a year I still blew it and got kicked out.

My parents see me as a failure, and my dad struggles to look at me for long. Especially because of my body weight.

I have always had a problem with eating, and I never really cared until I started realizing that I couldn't play my favorite sport anymore and I couldn't dress up the way I wanted either.

It all culminated when I started being unable to leave my bed.

This filled me with misery and ultimately drove me to take my own life a year after dropping out of school.

Even now, I regret all of my actions. And although I want to, I am unable to cry anymore. So instead, I shall resent the world and myself.

The world for being such hell, and myself for making it into what it is.

I don't trust anybody anymore. Those that I thought were my friends distanced themselves from me in the coldest of ways, leaving me all by my lonesome.

My parents don't care about me anymore.

Instead of wasting my time reading manga, watching anime and playing videogames, I really should have worked harder.

Now that I'm dead, no one will miss me...

Well, now you understand why I'm on the floor, slowly losing consciousness. Thank you for listening to me, I appreciate it.

I guess it's true that your life flashes before your eyes when you die.

With this, I'll let the warm light embrace me and pick me up into the sky. It really feels as if a mountain was lifted off of my shoulders.

If there's a next life, I will make sure to not repeat my errors again.

I swear that I will become someone. My name will carry respect, and others will fear as well as envy me!

I shall stop at nothing to achieve my objectives!

Farewell.