62 Hot and cold

"I want to drip this wax on your nipples, making them sensitive. So when I lick over them you won't know how to scream to let out your emotions." Daniel nears the bed, making sure Alex knows he is approaching by the sound of his voice. "What do you think will happen when I bite that sensitive nipple? Will you scream? Will you come directly without me even touching your dick?"

Daniel feels his heartbeat accelerate as he watches Alex. His lover is fidgeting so badly, trying with all his power to sit still. But at the same time he can't because the excitement and fear in him make him restless. "What do you think, love? Will the wax hurt? You know it is low-temperature but at the same time it is part of an SM-play. So it should hurt, no?" Daniel moves nearer ever so slowly, riling his lover up with his words. Alex starts to strain against the handcuffs, the fear in him clearly starting to get the upper hand. Daniel leans forward and whispers in Alex' ear, startling him with the sudden approach "But at the same time you know I would never hurt you." He blows a tickling breath into Alex' ear and a wave of love rushes through him when he sees Alex immediately relax at his words. Louder he adds "But at the same time, what if I make a mistake?" Alex tenses again. Daniel is clearly probing every one of his fears, toying with him. Daniel sees him biting on his lower lip, holding back from backing out. Daniel knows that this is the limit.

Without a noise he holds up the bottle of lube and with quick motions lets the liquid trickle on Alex' right nipple.

"Aaah." Alex lets out a surprised scream. After all this talk he expected heat. The sudden cold seems even crueller. His whole body starts to shiver and tremble. The anticipation and fear of the unknown in him start to flow out. In this moment, when his emotions are already a mess, Daniel carefully lets a little bit of wax trickle on his left nipple.

Alex opens his mouth. He wants to scream but the sound catches in his throat. The heat of the wax feels even more intense because he just felt the cold of the lube. His brain can't process whether it hurt or not. The difference in temperature is immense but is the wax itself hot enough to hurt him? Alex doesn't know. He feels tears in his eyes. His tense body, his tense emotions they seem to overflow in this moment. But right when he wants to collect himself to force the tears back in, he screams in surprise. The left nipple, cold with the lube and sensitive, is bitten mercilessly. Just a moment later the right nipple, sensitive from the heat, is kneaded forcefully. His heartbeat races. Is this excitement? Is this fear? Is he even aroused? Alex doesn't know. He only sees the darkness; his hands are clasping each other behind his back without the chance to gain information. His emotions a mess since long ago. With just using the toys for a bit he is already this kind of mess? He still hears Daniel's voice next to him. "Love, your whole body is trembling. I want to leave a trace of hot and cold all over your stomach guiding me towards your dick. And then I will bite every inch of skin I find, leaving traces all over you. And only then will we proceed."

Alex turns his head towards this voice like it is a guiding light. Daniel is still here. It is scary but Daniel is here. And now with Daniel's voice giving him a bit of clarity he feels a pulsation in his body, nearing his most sensitive parts. Daniel's voice, holding promises of even greater pleasure, directly resonates in his lower half, making his member quiver. Before he can sort his emotions any clearer, hot wax trickles on his chest, making him scream. It trickles in a line downwards nearing places he needs to protect. Will it hurt? Will he hurt me? Panic starts to well up inside of him but Daniel is merciless, not leaving him a chance to digest the fear. While the hot wax is still trickling down on him, a sudden coldness pours down alongside it. Both trail down his stomach, lower and lower.

Alex doesn't even realize that the wax stops where his pubic hair starts. Suddenly, the coldness hits his member, stimulating him so suddenly he starts to scream. His body was so tense for the past minutes, the excitement washing through his body. With just this bit of stimulus he feels he starts to come.

"Daniel!" He shouts in alarm and in search for help. But instead of help in slowing his reaction down he hears a whisper against his ear "Come, my love. Show me everything. I will lick you clean and then make you hard all over again."

Alex can't help but comply. His pent-up emotions flowing out in white liquid. He feels it hit his chest and stomach. But just when he starts to relax his body against the head of the bed he feels Daniel's tongue on his member, actually licking him clean. It is such a frustrating motion. Not meant to heighten his pleasure but only cleaning, quick and thorough, leaving behind empty promises. Then, Daniel does what he promised before. Alex' skin still is sensitive from the different temperatures when Daniel bites his chest. He feels his boyfriend's tongue dart forth, licking his own white liquid clean.

This onslaught on his sensitive skin hurts him, but the licks between his boyfriend's teeth ease the pain and gift him promises of arousal. And he very much knows the trail those kisses will take. They go down and down, relentlessly nearing those parts he knows will bring him the heights of pleasure.

Just when Daniel's head is just inches apart from his lower region, Alex feels him shift his position. He feels him speak in his ear and Alex has to strain himself to hear him since he is panting so hard only the sound of his own breath and heartbeat resound in his ears.

"You did well, my love." Then, Alex feels Daniel pulling on his hips while he feels his head secured in one hand. In an instant, Alex lies on the bed with his still handcuffed hands uncomfortably pressed under his back. But Daniel quickly turns him around. Alex feels hands forcefully kneading his butt.

"Now, love, I want to play with the wax and lube on your back. Do you also want me to prepare you so I can finally take you?" Alex lets out a muffled "Yes." against the sheets.

"Then show me your butt. Present it to me so I can have a good look where I want to thrust into." Daniel sees Alex' body shivering but with trembling legs he slowly lifts his butt in the air. Without his arms Alex can only support himself with his chest, his head buried in the sheets. It should be really uncomfortable. Nonetheless, his butt is lifted up just waiting to be licked and fingered.

"You are really eager, lifting your butt like this, begging me to pounce you." Daniel stands next to Alex and once again starts to trickle down the hot and cold substances. He can make out muffled screams from his lover but his butt still stays up. Obediently, Daniel leans down, trailing the line with his tongue and teeth. He lets the hot wax fall on each of Alex' butt cheeks while he squirts a lot of the cold lube in the middle, letting it flow towards his lover's entrance. He starts to bite the sensitive skin where the wax landed, digging his fingers in deep. And his mouth slowly nears the centre of Alex' butt, his tongue darting out searchingly.

He feels that his lover's legs start to give out, trembling violently. Just when his tongue reaches his lover's entrance he puts one arm under Alex' slim waist and supports him. His tongue pokes into the entrance, tasting the coldness of the lube. His other hand approaches and together with his tongue he inserts a finger. One finger, two fingers.

Alex' whole body starts to hurt. This position is so uncomfortable. And then those fingers. One, two, three. Not one of them brushes his most pleasurable spot even though he knows his boyfriend is an expert at finding it. Alex moans in frustration. His own member quivers pitifully, begging to finally find release. Alex loses the track of time.

Click.

Alex is pulled out of his daze when with a clicking sound finally his arms are free. He feels them tingle, he can't use them to lift his body up. They are numb from being in one position too long. His back hurts from being bent too much, his legs hurt because they were tense with the trembling the whole time. But before he can find release he is once again pulled over in a moment, suddenly back on his back with his lifeless arms at his sides. Dazedly, he searches for Daniel only to realize that finally, he can see again. He wants to stretch out his hand to touch his boyfriend's face. But his body doesn't listen to his commands. Everything is numb, tingling and hurting. His eyes are glazed over since they have to adjust to the light again. In this state he is much more helpless then before. He forcefully tries to get back his bearings, to actively participate in what is to come.

But Daniel doesn't leave him any choice. Alex feels his butt being lifted up by his boyfriend's hands and without further preparations Daniel thrusts into him in one forceful motion.

They both scream. The feeling of finally being connected eases their tumultuous emotions. And then Daniel moves. In quick, desperate thrusts he goes deep inside his lover. At first Alex screams helplessly but finally he feels a bit of strength in his arms and he clings to Daniel desperately.

"I love you. I love you so much." In this moment his emotions are all over the place, but Alex feels a deep need to voice this one most important part.

"I love ... you, .... too." Alex strains to understand the reply. Daniel's ragged breath nearly makes it incomprehensible.

They cling to each other, their motions hurried and intense. The thrusting sounds resound inside the bedroom accompanied by the screams. Alex comes first. His pent-up state doesn't leave him much choice but to obey his body. But Daniel doesn't last much longer. Even if he released before, he worked hard later to bring his lover to unknown pleasures, always tormented by the most arousing scenes in front of him.

Out of breath they collapse on the bed. They both know: Getting back up for the cleaning up afterwards will be a battle against themselves with sheer willpower.