7 Let Me Forget About You

The meaning of that hug ...

I saw that it was already 1 am, I was just speechless and could not answer all the questions after the questions from him.

I also don't know, where should I stay tonight, actually I'm afraid of this confusing situation.

Don't understand where these footsteps are anymore.

"Anjani, it's late at night, you just stay in my house.

I will tell my mother ... she will understand, will you come with me? "

His tone of voice begged me, while staring at me he always said begging me ....

"Come on Anjani, I'm begging you, come to my house, I won't be calm if I see yourself like this ... I want to look after you Anjani .....?!"

Not a word came out of my mouth to answer him ... Only my eyes were fixed on the look on his face and his seriousness helped me.

I ask myself, why does he have to beg me .... Why does he have to look after me ... Why does he meddle in my life ... These lips are still tightly closed ... I saw his face for the umpteenth time ... I felt I wanted to cry on his shoulder, because actually I felt a lot of fear.

I need a hug, I need the support of someone who is able to make me rise from all these problems.

"Anjani, let's get out of here ..."

He readily invited me to go and join his house.

Under the dim light from the street lights, the sound of this motorcycle sounded soft and slow, I saw his back that was so comfortable for me, made me want to lean my head against his back and I would say slowly to him ...

"Let me cry now ..." I hugged her body very tightly, And these tears came out with a wound that I kept before.

I said in tears, I absolutely could not but I had to do it. finally I can cry with satisfaction.

"Anjani, cry ... this is all I can do for you ... cry as you like ... I will be here with you ...!"

Even though he gave his back to me, the voice calmed me down, making me feel comfortable in this dark night. I am very grateful to him.

The motorcycle stopped, in front of the gate, entering an elite residential area.

"Night, little boss ..." where did this come from ... Waaaah ... who is this that you brought? has it been given permission by the madam or not? ha ha ha ha !"

The security man who guarded the gate asked me who I was. There is a feeling of shame in this matter, surely they think I am a woman who is not good.

But I don't know anymore, if not going with him ... where should I go?

"Tonight sir, Ooh ... This woman is my friend, it's okay, it's been a long time sir, want to go home, thank you sir ...!"

He also lied for my sake ... I saw in his face there was no remorse or the slightest fear of taking me home to his home.

I want to know what he really wants. The motorbike stops in front of a minimalist newfangled house, but is very large and beautiful with a large flower garden ....

"Anjani is my home, don't be shy ..."

I nodded my head to answer the invitation. Really out of my mind a child who is usually relaxed, it turns out he lives in this place.

"Looks like everyone is sleeping, it's good to be safe now ... Anjani you to sleep in my room tonight ..! "

I'm surprised to hear it ..

"Eeiit no! .... that's not what it means ...

if you sleep in the room below, while my room is above. I have to take care of you, so you sleep in my room later I will sleep on the couch! Anjani ... I don't want to be far from you ... You have to trust me ... I will take care of you and I will try to protect you."

With a smile and certainty on his face He said He gave the reason why I had to sleep in his room.

I entered a neatly arranged room, unlike other colleagues' rooms, this room was very neat and very fragrant. 180 ° is different from my reflection on him

I asked myself, is this really the room?

I saw around him full of books and paintings about the solar system ... very beautiful ...

"Anjani, there is a bathroom, you can change your clothes there, and after this you rest, okay?"

Those words make me feel comfortable and it is not wrong if I choose to be with him.

At first glance I realized that I was wrong, judging it. I admit that I want to say sorry and thank him.

but I can't yet ... I'm still arrogant ... and try to fool myself, Finally I can lay my body on the bed. I saw the ceiling of his room that was so beautiful.

"Anjani sleeps late at night, tomorrow you don't have to go to school first. Let you rest I will ask for your permission from your homeroom teacher later. Hmmmm ... I think you like this messy painting hahahhaahaha. I've seen your eyes not blink. Honestly, all of these paintings I made ... and there are lots of stories in them. later if you don't tangle, I'll tell you about the painting in my room. Ok, Anjani, now you sleep, good night Anjani. "

He finally fell asleep on the sofa, looking tired on his face, maybe this was all because he accompanied me before. these eyes still can't be closed I still look around this room again. very beautiful, these paintings, he said, are full of stories, hmmmm ... I want to know what story in that painting ...

The dawn call to prayer rang, but I could not close my eyes. I saw him lying on the sofa, sleeping very soundly. I feel ashamed of him.

He is too good for me, I don't understand what I have to pay for this kindness. He is always there when I need someone who can help me. My fear reappeared, what should I do today, where should I go again ...

huuuufff .... I covered my face with my hands, I miss Mama .... I want to sleep with Mama.

"Anjani, you are not sleeping! Sleep Anjani ... later you will be sick, sorry I don't mean to set you up but I don't want to see you become weak, Anjani I know is a strong and independent child."

He suddenly woke up, and sat next to me, I also became nervous by him, this must be because I watched him so that the feeling was too strong and made him aware of his sleep.

From the words that he said came my question to him. Does he really know who I am? why is he so sure about me? I looked at his face, these eyes could only look at him and smiled thinly back. enough with the nod of my head telling him.

Because this tongue stays stiff and can't say words with it.

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The sun is already showing its light. I don't know if I have to go to school today. Or I leave here, I will be confused ... where are these footsteps again.

"Anjani, let's skip school today ... I invite you to play today, will you come?"

He suddenly interrupted my reverie.

I thought he was taking a shower because he wanted to go to school, but instead he skipped school, huuuuufff ... so he was more confused I made it ..

I answer with a nod of my head and smile at him.

I get out of bed and take a shower. Actually these eyes are very heavy, because I did not sleep tonight.

But unfortunately this body refuses to sleep, on one side of my mind, I miss my mother, on the other hand I convince myself that I must be able and able to make decisions.

This is all for their sake, and so that they are aware. fighting isn't the best way to solve it. But this heart is sometimes unstable, if I think of mama.

What happens to mama now ...

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