12 if He Knows

Without further ado ...

Antoni immediately took my hand.

As usual every morning before leaving for school he had to look his face to his mother in the dining room, in fact the feeling of this foot feels heavy like on a chain with a large stone ball ...

my legs dragged and dragged toward the dining table, it feels stiff legs ..

at the end of the dining table I saw her sitting elegantly by a woman who was none other than her mother Antoni.

But today I saw 2 people who had been sitting waiting for us at the dining table.

Mama Antoni has sat in the right seat, then ... who is he sitting in the middle seat of this dining table, is he Antoni's father.

I asked myself, because I was afraid to speak in this place. I wonder why Antoni didn't learn from the problem that happened yesterday.

"Morning pa, this is Anjani, she is my friend, who I always tell papa to"

In his relaxed style, Antoni greets his father, and sits to the right of his father. And I sat on Antoni's side, while I smiled respectfully I introduced myself to his father ..

"I'm Anjani sir .."

"Hmmmm ... You turned out pretty huh ... No wonder Antoni always thinks of you "

Apparently beyond my expectations, his father Antoni was very friendly and kind. and he feels familiar hearing my name ..

"Papa .. don't start a chaos, he will run away from this house later, you should know, yesterday I persuaded him all day to believe me Today, if you want to make him run again, it's hard for my life later paa .. "

I felt that between Antoni and his father was very close, there was no secret that was covered by the two of them ..

At this table, I feel like just me and her mother who is like a conge goat, just quietly chewing food without any words coming out of our mouths, once in a while my eyes glance at the woman in front of me, I think ... if I were her, maybe I would be more good run away from this family.

Instead of having to live like a wax statue in this house.

"Dad, I'll go to school, come home later I will go to the mall want to buy equipment for Anjani, because from now on she will stay here until I marry her".

I felt like I was choked by Antoni, because without further ado he talked to his father like that.

"Haaaaiizzz ... this morning and morning children should take medicine like ...!"

I said to myself as if I keep my heart upset.

"Ooh ... well, if that's what you think is right, do it ... but you must remember"

I love you to trust me as an adult, so prove it when you are an adult ... "

With his right hand patting Antoni's shoulder, his father said wisely to him. What a wonderful parent to me. Really authoritative in my eyes.

"Anjani, I left Antoni with you, please advise him if he makes a mistake.

Because daddy saw he really was towards you "

This heart palpitations, hear the words spoken to me.

There was no tone of anger or hatred towards me, instead it made me ashamed and mistaken for the trust he gave me.

My eyes were fixed on the woman who had only been silent without a word.

I want to reprimand him, but this fear is greater than my desire to say hello.

"Sir ... Ma'am, Anjani go first ... thanks for all the kindness"

I kissed his second hand and smiled happily, stepping outside Antoni's house.

We both went to school, there was my regret to Uncle and Aunt, because today's incident was beyond my expectations.

I really do not believe, what Antoni said to his father, so that his parents looked resigned to all Antoni's behavior.

"Anjani ... you are satisfied ... for your answer to me. I have said, papa is not what you imagined.

What I told elo..all there was no lie. Even so I told papa ... So he was not surprised when I introduced you to him. I also really feel happy to hear all of what Antoni said.

Throughout our journey to school, now I have no doubt embraced his body. I hold her waist tightly

To get to the school gate. I will get off the bike and run away ...

"Anjani .... woooii Anjani, you're still alive ... !!

"Thank God ... this turns out to be right, I'm afraid you are the ghost of the soul ..."

This sound is familiar to my ears.

I feel like knocking his head with big bricks so he doesn't make me more like a medicine man.

"Anjani ...! Where have you been, from yesterday I looked for you ... I haven't found it ...! Here you are ... I want to talk!"

Oman immediately pulled my arm, from the look in his eyes the account saw that he had something to say.

Anjani says you always ask you, why exactly is it between you and your father.

I can't bear to see it ... but I also don't want to judge you ... I know how you feel ...

But I don't know who to defend, the most important thing for me .. you are always good and healthy.

Oman knows what my family is like, so when I get into trouble, he is not too surprised to hear it and he knows which is good and bad. Actually I want to ask Oman, how is mom. Honestly I really miss mom. But I still do not dare. I want to go back to mama.

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