16 Don't Go Mama

I need your hug...

Antoni invited me to look for mama in the emergency room, one by one the patients I saw, I haven't found mama, it feels dark already in my eyes, I can't cry anymore, my soul is struggling, I want to call my mom with loud fast ...

"Anjani ... !!" I suddenly heard a voice, someone called my name. I saw Oman in the corridor of the hospital. Without hesitation, I ran to him.

"Omaaan .... where's mama Maaan ....? Mama where !!! my emotions burst out of control along with the presence of Oman in this hospital.

I embrace Oman and pull T-shirt Oman. I saw that Oman's eyes were swollen as if they had cried, I was increasingly crying, my heart and soul began to falter whatever I was going to do, like someone who lost my way to pull the hand of Oman and Antoni to immediately look for mommy.

"Anjani ... be patient first" Antoni embraced my body tightly and he held my head close to his shoulder, it felt like I just wanted to scream and scream. call mom.

"Maaamaaa where is OMaaaan .... Mama where ??? I begged Oman

"Antoni ... mama where ..." My sobs begged them, I want to meet mama. Oman also rubbed my face and said.

"Anjani, I'm sure you're a great kid, you educate you to be a strong kid. Don't cry anymore .." Oman's tone seemed to give me enthusiasm, I increasingly lost control, because they did not tell anyone about mama.

Antoni continues to embrace me and hold my body, maybe my soul is crazy if there are no them, finally I cried weakly and began to surrender. I sat down on the bench waiting in the corridor of the Hospital, now can only cry softly calling mama ...

"Anjani mama again in the ICU, you have to calm down ... keep your emotions stable, because now you need prayer and support from you." Oman also calmly spoke to me.

"Anjani you are calm, let's see your mama"

Antoni also supported my body patiently, he guided me, my body seemed to have no desire anymore to live, regret began to appear in my soul. my mind frantically and it feels like I want to repeat back to the original incident when I left mom.

"I was deliberately up front because I was sure you would come here," Oman told me.

"Man, what is sick, aunty man, so he was taken to the ICU room?" Antoni asked Oman.

Oman could only shake his head, and signal something to Antoni. I began to get suspicious seeing their behavior. My eyes glared at Oman because I was sure Oman had something from me about mama.

"Oman, I am his child, just talk to my front!"

I snapped to Oman. I will stand before Oman and Antoni.

"Don't make me hate you both!"

I gave a hard Ultimatum to Oman and also Antoni. because I hate why they don't talk about mom.

"Anjani I take you to your mama's place, but promise not to do anything out of control, huh ..." Oman held my hand and said to me.

"Yes, I promise, take me to mama now," I said to Oman. My soul can really feel calm at this time, my tears began to stop and I began to follow Oman to go to the ICU, where my mother was being treated.

We also arrived in a small room where there was another room rather large in size 4 x 3m, which can only be seen from the glass dividing the wall between rooms.

"That Anjani who is lying there is your mother."

Oman told me in a low and downcast tone. Between believing and not, I was stiff stiffened, my eyes sharp seeing mama lying stiff there, who knows what equipment used by mama, and all corners of the mother's body entered by the hose, not a single word came out of my mouth. my hand could only reach the connecting glass and my eyes were fixed on one machine where in that machine I could tell my mother was still conscious.

I edge the hand of Antoni who embraces me.

I looked into the face of Oman who had been looking at me without speaking.

"Oman .. answer me honestly! Why did mama get to be like this!" I snapped at Oman so he would be honest about Mama.

"At first I also didn't understand why? Then I asked the mother who lives in front of your house, She said, when She was cleaning the terrace, your father came but he was not alone, your father invited to get out of a girl's car!"

heard the words of the girl Oman told me, Antoni's eyes and my eyes met each other. Antoni and I have one thought about this girl. could it be that the girl I met at the Mall yesterday, it was she who was referred to in the Oman story.

"Then after that, your mother's father sounded like a big noise, until finally your father slammed your door and left you, but your mother chased them and confronted them, and finally ... your father crashed into your mother "

"WHAT THE HELL !!!!" PAPA !! i will stand up from my seat Suddenly I was shocked to know all this because of papa!

"Anjani be patient first ..." Oman invited me to sit down again.

"It's not a problem just hit by Anjani, but when the doctor examined, said the doctor beforehand you already drank insect poison"

Oman said slowly while looking down, Antoni was speechless and could not speak. And I ... I just started my revenge on papa increasingly.

"Ma, I swear I will make you rot in prison JARA !! by staring at the body of mama who was lying, I promised Mama.

No more tears came out of my eyes, now all that's left in my blood and my soul is Revenge.

"Antoni, do you want to take me to the Police Office? I want to make a report for the incident mama."

I asked Antoni, I no longer want to waste my mother's time in vain.

"Man ... please take care of mom for a while, I'll come back again, I'll take care of you here," I said to Oman.

"Anjani, have you determined this?" Antoni asked me.

"Don't regret this attitude and purpose in your life".

Antoni smoothed my hair, and looked at me. I can only smile sarcastically, and say to Antoni.

"Anjani has just been born, Anjani without mercy"

I stepped out of the room, leaving Oman and mama there, with a feeling of revenge I stepped out of the hospital.

"Anjani's car is here, we wait for Mang Ali first, to get the key." Antoni stopped my steps right at the hospital exit gate. as usual Antoni is quick to deal with problems, he knows what he must do.

"Mang as usual yes," Antoni told Mang Ali. special family driver for Antoni.

"Yes, den, it's okay, but be careful on the road," ordered Mang Ali to Antoni.

"Okay, I'll leave first ..." Antoni left Mang Ali in front of the hospital gate. and he drove me to the POLICE Office.

"Anjani, let's eat first ... it's already late at night, I don't want you to get sick, if you get sick, everything you have planned will be messy, there will be regrets at last" I see Antoni looks worried about me, but my stomach It hasn't felt hungry before I reported Papa, because I don't want Dad to be able to sleep peacefully tonight.

Now that plays in my mind is just a grudge, whether sinful or not, all I know right now is I just want to see my dad fall down begging forgiveness to mama. I want to make daddy suffer from Mama.

I looked at the lights one by one that lit on each edge of the road, passed by Antoni, and I looked at the bright and clear night. Night filled with stars, I smiled cynically myself, the night before the night I carved with beautiful memories with Antoni.

but starting tonight ... there was only a dark night filled with my ambition of revenge.

I saw Antoni's face driving, I watched his face that looked so cold but his heart was like cotton, he patiently accompanied me, and was always faithful to be by my side, he knew the situation of my family but never once did he bring it up before me, there was an initiative in my heart, Someday...

While I held Antoni's hand, I said and promised in my heart.

"Antoni ... if this problem is all resolved, I beg you ... forgive me"

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