1 A Lousy God
Have you ever wondered what you will feel when you die? Will it be pain, will it be despair, sadness? or, will it be glimpses of past, glimpses of your loved ones your family your friends. If yes, then what of orphans who have lived their life without parental love, struggled to live right from the moment their consciousness came to be, For them love and affection was just an expensive word, Which adorns the rich and burdens the poor, And friends are just acquaintances with ulterior motives and when their motives have been fulfilled they will just abandon you.
I was just that kind of orphan, ran whole life to make money, so that I don't have to worry about my future, so that someone would come after seeing my financial stability and make a family with me. But became afraid, "What will they love my money or me?" to throw away such thoughts overworked from 9 to 6 to 8 to 8.
Just like queen bee trapped in a honeycomb I was trapped by my own insecurities. I don't even know how much savings I have accumulated. May be a few thousands may be a few millions, Why does it matter when I have no use of it, and now even more so. Now when my blood is slowly flowing out of my body and my consciousness is slowly but surely fading away. It's an comical way to die, who would have died naked in their bathroom by slipping and hitting his head on urinal. Ahh! The urinal broke, It was the new one even only used it twice. While lamenting about my urinal my life finally came to end, darkness which was slowly engulfing my body finally engulfed it.
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"Is he awake?"
"No I don't think so"
"Shall we replace it with other soul?"
"You have used your last soul card just now, Now we don't have any left"
"Really, and here I, thought we have one more"
"If someone didn't traded them for pitiful cards of summoning some 2d girls dancing naked then we would have"
"Ahh ! why didn't you stopped me? isn't that your job to make me stop doing some random shit"
"I tried to... But."
"BUT!! but what?"
"Well you offered me 2 million God coins."
"WHAT!!, Don't tell me where is my account details"
"It is right here..."
"Ahh!! I am fucked"
When I finally come back to my senses I saw nothing but a long stretched white space with no end visible. there was a sobbing sound coming from behind me, When I looked back there was an old man sobbing and an angel in black office suit comforting that old man, but there was a smirk on that angel's face an evil smirk which was horrific the most horrific smile I have ever seen.
As I approached closer to the old man, the angel noticed me and turned back,
she coughed and tapped the old man's shoulder and the old man finally turned back.
he was shocked for a second but in an instant he stood up and spoke in an calm and happy demeanor
"Are you finally awake... My Child" if not for the puffy eyes I would have believed he was some other old man, Other than the one crying earlier.
"Who are you? and I am not your child" I said cautiously maybe, I didn't died and am just in coma. This is just my mind playing tricks on me.
"You are not in Coma.. and neither your brain is deceiving you. You my child have died, and right now you are in front of God as you call me on your planet." he said calmly
"But, I am an atheist. And how can I believe you?" to hell with you
"Well if you deny water, the water doesn't disappear does it? and as for other question do you have any other choice rather than believing in me?"
"...Yes.. So what now? are you here to judge me whether I belong to hell or heaven?" looks like there is no other choice let's believe in him for now.
"No" he laughed
"I am here to give you an opportunity.." he looked at me.
