Chapter 1 (Nightmares)

I saw a blood, broken glasses, and seeing myself hopeless is this the end of my life? But wait, this is just a dream. I hear voices calling my name "Rin wake up!" "Rin wake up" I can't take this nightmare anymore, I can't hold it anymore. It's a sort of pain, a pain that hurting my whole body. I wake up in a four-corner room with white painted color. I think, I'm in a Hospital with this hospital gown, a Doctor and nurses surrounded me, asking if I'm okay and if I can remember anything. I respond to their questions "I feel so much pain" the Doctor ask once again "Have you remember anything kid?". Refreshing my mind but no memories flashing back "I don't remember what happen". Then I see my mom and my dad standing beside me with my two siblings Mica and Niko. My mom said "Thanks God your fine" "I'm alright mom, is there something happen?" I ask my mom quietly. "Yeah, you've been in an accident," my mom replied. "But why I can't remember that happen?" I asked to my mom. The Doctor respond "I think it's because of a traumatic head injury, but don't worry your memory will going back soon with continuous medication. "About with the bus company, I've already talk to them and they say they are going to provide all what you need and the hospital bill is already paid by the bus company so don't worry too much, everything is fine now but for now son you need to get rest for you to get better," said my dad. Then my mom replies "I don't think they can escape for what happened, I will make sure the one who responsible for this accident will pay." "Okay don't worry too much I will do everything to put the responsible for this in jail," Dad said.

The doctors said everything will be okay soon just keep monitoring him and continuous medication. The door opens and a woman enters in my room and suddenly ask me "Hey! Rin, how are you? we are so worried about you we thought something worst happened to you if that happens I don't know what I am going to do without you," I replied. "Who are you?" and she said "Whoa I'm so disappointed to you, hey Rin don't you remember this beautiful face?" woman said. "I really sorry miss, the doctor said I have acute memory loss so don't worry I will remember you soon." "Okay, look I am your best friend since 7th grade so it's normal for me to worry too much but thanks to God you are safe" I smiled back for what she said. "Yes, that's right Rin just smile for what you feel, I will be here for you." "By the way miss, what is your name?" the girl laughs out loud "You know what I am really fascinated looking and hearing you, by the way we are looking forward for your coming back to the school everyone is excited to see you again and my name is Jean," said the girl. "Thank You Jean don't worry I'll be alright thanks for the concern, can I ask you something?" "Oh sure, what is it?" Jean reply. "Ahm, can you tell me about what really happen to me before the accident?" I ask to Jean. "HAHAHA something happen? No no nothing happens" Jean answer. "What do you mean nothing happened?" "I mean your car was hit by bus." "I know how to driver?" and additionally ask. "of course."

Years later when the accident happened, the two started their life once again.

Its been years since I was sent to abroad to forget the sad memory I experience with my Rin. Every single day I mourn for Rin and still can't forget him, I still keep say sorry for him. Looking to the sky and talk to him like he still in besides me. One morning I call my mom to say I'm ready to comeback and my mom said. "No Lance you can't comeback right now, please I don't want to see you suffering from that memory," mom said. "Mom, please I really want to come home, why you still worry about me I've forget him," I answer. "But." "Mom I can't escape that bad memory if you still keep me burden!" I said to my mom. "Okay son, I will book your ticket as soon as possible."

Years fade away its been years when that accident happen. I started my life with exciting and fun one. Hi! My name is Rin Vranco a 167cm tall with brown eyes, fair skin, red lips, and skinny guy from Chiangmai. I am fresh men student in Bangkok International School and I take biology. My dream is to become a surgeon to help people in needs who can't afford expensive operation.