Chapter Thirty Nine: Ripper of Monterey

N: It was about a week later in Saint Falls where Klaus, Ian and Katerina all lived, seemed quite peaceful, besides all the dead bodies that were being hid by Katerina in the basement of the Lockwood mansion. But it wasn't until this afternoon when someone found out...

I woke up next to Ian feeling great, I looked good, I felt good, and I was living a great life, but I should've known this wouldn't last forever. I went down for breakfast where Ian was waiting, he had a blood bag, which were stored in the basement, I've been getting them for him for the past few days, but I never got him this one, which only meant one thing. He found the bodies. Ian looked furious at me, he walked over to me and started yelling, I've never seen him this upset about anything before... but he was about this and I didn't understand why, we were in New York together and on our way he was the one who was killing people recklessly with me, so why was he so mad this time. Then he told me why, in New York I killed his sister, Sofia, and that's why he was so mad, because someone he cared about died last time I killed so many people. Having him yell at me for doing what all vampires do made me angry, so angry that I left, I walked out the door without saying a word. He called after me, but I didn't stop, I kept going and going until I was almost out of town, there I compelled a carriage driver to take me to the very place I had the most fun over my years...Monterey! That's where me, Nik, Elijah, and Gabriel all went first after we left Rome. I wanted to go there because of that, and now that Gabriel is dead, I want to see this place again after over 4 centuries. Ian yelling at me this morning was a wake up call for me...why should I try to act normal when I'm not, why should I pretend I don't think and crave of blood 24/7. Why should I not rip out people's throats when every time I see or smell a drop of blood, it's all I think about. I didn't want to be this way, or think like this, but I couldn't resist anymore, while being in Monterey, I'll do whatever I want. Because turning off my humanity is my only escape right now...