1 1 Feel My Pain

Feel my pain...

Feel my pain babygirl.

Reach your hand into this broken soul. Kill the weeds surrounding this heart of mine.

Feel the pain that I carry every day from being a man. Clean the abandonment from my soul.

Baby,

I have pain built up inside from years of unhealed moral obligations that I was made to be born here but, was I truly made to be extensively loved in this world.

Burdens, burdens weighing heavy on my shoulders. Demons, shadows, visions, and mental battles placed before me.

As if I was the chosen recipient of this fucked up gourmet meal served by yours truly,

Life.

I'm fighting myself so there's no energy to fight you as well. Fist balled up to reveal anger towards myself.. never towards you for you to develop fear towards me.

I love you.

But for once feel my pain...try to understand me.