1 Prologue

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"Hey it's been 2 years.."

A boy standing in front of a grave stone, holding a bouquet of roses tightly to prevent himself from crying.

He placed the flowers down and sat down next the grave, while stopping his tears from escaping and clenching his jaw.

"Questions keep on coming through my mind ever since you left, Questions that haven't been answered, Questions that only you who will answer everything." He stopped for a mere moment as he felt the warm breeze

"Those questions had been answered when your mom gave me your diary, i read everything you wrote there; where you wanna go to Japan after graduation, when you wanted to tell him you like him, when you wanted to break some rules, when you wanted to travel with us before graduation." A tear fell from his eyes as he wipe it almost immediately.

"I shouldn't be crying right now, it'll just make you sadder than i am" He tried to smile as he place his hand on top of the grave.

"Do you remember me always messing up your hair, taking you to the Amusement park, buying your favourite ice cream, calling you angel which you hated." He chuckled as he remembers.

"Or maybe that day..." He trailed off as his smile disappeared that's how much he misses you, he even cried because he was the last person you talked to.

"Your just as secretive as i am, i just can't believe that you didn't told us about your condition" A sad smile appear in his face.

"All those late night talks, all those walks, and all those excuses just made me doubt your actions."

He lay down in the grass as he watch the clouds and showed his infamous smirk that you always want to punch it off his face.

"This smirk always pissed you off" His smirk turned into a genuine smile.

"I miss you"

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