5 Recovery Girl | Ch. 4

Hiro's POV

Oh, look at that, back to the land of the living. Ahh my body hurts a lot. Dadzawa is gonna be pissed.

𝘏𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘪𝘵 𝘶𝘱

Youch. Oh and here comes recovery girl.

𝘽𝙊𝙉𝙆

Recovery Girl: "If you use your life energy like that you will die, stupid. Make sure to take it from an abundant source." Recovery Girl reprimands.

I nod and sulk a bit before signing to (Sign language) her about my healing powers and help on how not to heal it wrong. She agreed and told me Dadzawa is in the teachers lounge and that he is worried. I thanked her and left for the teachers lounge.

When I entered Dadzawa and Dadmic immediately rushed me and started to scold me about using my life energy.

Dadmic: "Baby you know you have low life energy, you can't use it so recklessly!" He reprimands hugging me.

Dadzawa: "Yeah. You shouldn't use it unless it's an emergency. You worried us kid." He scolds worriedly as he messes up my hair.

Hiro: "I'm sorry dads. I did it unconsciously. I accidentally expelled some life energy too, so I might get the backlash of it.

Dadzawa: " We will help as much as we can." He says deadpanned but with a hint of worry.

Dadmic: "Yeah!" He agrees quickly.

I smile tiredly as I already feel the backlash of my quirk seeping in. If I expel too much life energy, I start to get a lot of self deprecating thoughts. As well as suicidal thoughts and self harm tendencies. It is connected with the will to live, so when you expel that it weakens for a bit till it fixes itself. The lessening of your will to live can be permanent but only if something tragic happens.

3rd POV

[ WARNING MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND Suicidal THOUGHTS, IF THIS TRIGGERS YOU PLEASE DON'T READ - Insomniaddict ]

Hiro woke up the next day not having the energy to get out of bed. He felt worthless and like he'd be better off dead. Hiro knew that it's his quirk causingthis,s but that doesn't change much. He felt numb and his arms itched for a blade to slide across them. The deep red color of blood and pain he felt he deserved is all he felt when he looked at his arms. Shouta walked into his room silently and crouched down next to his son, who is currently staring longingly at his arms.

Shouta : "Hey kid, how are you feeling?" He asked gently.

Hiro let out a quiet sob and latched onto his dad. He cried and in between sobs explained how he felt. Shouta asked if he could take him to the couch so he could eat. When he got confirmation he picked up Hiro and set him down on the couch, then brought his food over.

[ Imma clarify, he doesn't get depression but gets really suicidal and tired. Please don't take offense. - Insomniaddict ]

Hiro did end up going to school.

Hiro's POV

I will be fine. Everything will be okay. I can see that crowd from here. So like a good boy I will grab the green mess, who I can see panicking from here and fly.

There now we are over the wall. 𝘏𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱. [ Italics is his inner voice - Insomniaddict ] I will be fine just got to make it through the day. 𝘑𝘰𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴. Everything will be a'okay.

English was always my worst subject. 𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘥𝘢𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥. Dadmic helps a lot though so I am getting better. 𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦. Why do I suck at this so much? 𝘉𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘻𝘺. I will never be able to pass this clas𝘴. 𝘋𝘢𝘥𝘻𝘢𝘸𝘢 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥. 𝘖𝘩 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘋𝘢𝘥𝘮𝘪𝘤 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰𝘰.

I can't handle this, I have to leave.

3rd POV

Hiro stood up quickly and walked out the classroom quickly holding a hand over his mouth and one on his stomach.

Dadmic: "Oiseau! Are you alright?" He yelled.

[ He didn't take their last name - Insomniaddict ]

Hiro started to sprint and was soon out of view. Dadmic quickly called Dadzawa and told him what happened. Dadmic excused himself from class but called Nezu who allowed it.

Aizawa's POV

Despite my usual disposition of resting bitch face, I am sure I look even more haggard than usual. I checked the roofs and highest places for him just in case he decided to act on his thoughts in the worst way.

I was very glad he didn't, so I started checking the bathrooms until I remembered he liked tight spaces. Hiro mentioned it once when he was explaining his quirk. So, I checked the most secluded bathroom in the school.

I heard sobbing then a light clang and I was extremely worried. I knocked and heard a choked gasp.

Dadzawa: "Hiro is that you?" I asked softly.

Hiro: "Y-yeah." He stuttered.

Dadzawa: "Do you wanna open the door?" He probed.

Hiro: "O-okay." He opened the door and threw himself at Aizawa. "D-dad help."

3rd POV

After Dadzawa and Dadmic calmed Hiro down, they decided that Hiro should stay out of school till he recovers. Which, Hiro didn't like the idea but agreed anyway because that day was stressful. Sometime before the end of lunch the alarm bell went off but Hiro was asleep so he doesn't know what happened. For lunch, Hiro was asleep with Dadzawa until he went out to check the gate of course then it was just Hiro. Who woke up when Dadzawa entered to wake him up for the next class.

After his nap, Hiro felt a lot better and his emotions died down a bit. His life energy must have went up because of that nap. Hiro yawned and followed Dadzawa to class. Which, thank god his dad is always late. Hiro could feel the questions from outside the door. Then the green haired boy told the class Iida should be the new class president because of his leadership skills. Dadzawa then mentioned there will be a field trip tomorrow and to be here on time. Then, like his usual self, hid inside his sleeping bag.

[ Uhhhh sorry not sorry about the angst I guess. Just the way his quirk works. It prob won't be the last time I do it too so be prepared :))))) - Insomniaddict ]