11 I Meet Yuki's Soul

"You can't say this is the world in a book. This is an actual world," she said. I come back to the white room. There is no previous screen. I just saw a teen girl sat quietly facing me. There is no smile, her skin is pale. Obviously, her face looks like Yuki's but her hair is white.

"I called you to this world," she continued. I just wait patiently, what is this soul trying to express to me?

"It also happened to me. The end of this world. I put all of my power to bring you here," This makes me scared. My body shuddered and I just felt nervous. I position all of my senses to stay alert and focus. "Calm down," she smiled at me.

"What do you mean? So, the novel I read in my previous life is your game?"

"Yes, indeed. Did you remember the author's name?" She asked again. I am trying to remember it. But it is no use. This also made me realize I have no memory bought that novel. I don't even remember the exact title. I looked into her eyes again.

"That was because I just left it in your room," she said it calmly like it was nothing.

"Why me?"

"My power after the rainfall is a swap soul with a unique attribute, time," she starts her story. "This swap soul can be used only twice. Firstly, I used it to Kirana's soul to attract their group to help me in the flat. I did it. It was a success. She obviously feels confused at that time, but still, kindly accept me. But, she isn't what she is,"

"A double face person? Well, it was in the end times. Even in our time now, many people already use two faces. Not gonna lie but I do the same thing when facing complicated people," I said calmly.

"Yes, I was too innocent at that time. Kyu has a sensor and it detected their group around the flat. I've stayed inside for two months. So, I just decided to used my power. I was really scared to go outside by myself I don't know how to solve the walking dead, or mutant animals and plants. My power can't attack or defend me. It also had a time limit. So, there is no use. After got a teammate, I braced myself to learn to use a knife and use many tricks of living in wild. Well, Kyu helped me a lot. I hid his existence in my glasses and smartphone. I can't lose Kyu. But in the end, Kirana know its existence,"

"I am so sorry for you," She looked annoyed at me. Well, she was really stupid about human relations so I pity her a lot. But, still, I stay alert and focus. This soul might be a fake or liar. "I bet you were killed by Kirana, just because of Kyu?"

"No, she was kinda jealous of me. Zhou Qi started to give his attention to me. But Kirana made me look like a white lotus. A loser without power that just waiting to be saved. She turned black to white. The other teammate also believe her,"

"I already guess it. So, why me?"

She told me about her unique attribute of time. So, when she touched a person, this power will activate and looked into their past. But not for the future. It really has no use. If I were Yuki, I would be crazy for sure.

Kirana became unpredictable and tried many means to killed her. Luckily, Yuki was saved by her own power of time. After touched Kirana and knew her evil scheme. Yuki always slips away from the death gate perfectly. Later Kirana found out about Kyu's existence, she became crueler. "So I found out the other trick of my power. I went back in the past to swap souls."

"Wait a damn minute. So am I transmigrate to the future?"

"More or less. But keep it in your mind, we clearly have a different world dimension,"

"I can't understand. Make it simple,"

"That is already so simple. In your world, there is no third world war. But, mine has already happened,"

"Does it mean I am in the future, am I not?!" This makes me crazy.

"Well... kinda. But still, we are in a different dimension after all," she just repeats the same thing. Forget it. "So, I decided to swap soul with a person in their dead-end. Before, I swap with them. I use all of my energy to look into their past. I hope, the soul I bring to my world can protect Aunt Wan and BaoBao. Luckily I found you!" She continued.

"Does it mean, you already know I will be dead and you put the book for me to read?"

"Yeah! I have already said it before I swap soul with a dead people and I could look into their past?"

"If you remind me about the cause of my end is over fatigue. I might still be alive,"

"Excuse me, I can't change your destiny. I am not a god. I can't tell you about your future. I can't write anything might happen to you. After all, I just look into your past by touching your alread dead soul and left my tracks in the form of book. It is the same as a moment ago, you want to tell Zhou Qi and their friend that they were in a book. But, you can't. Our world is not even crossed. That is why you and I in a different dimension,"

"But you can change yours!"

"Did you see my soul already dead? How many times I tell you. I am not a god. I am not an immortal. Looked here, I might look younger. But I really am older than you think. My soul is really weak and I might go anytime,"

"But you took control of the body in the private dining room!"

"That is because I want to see Zhou Qi," her voice sounded weak. She looked dejected.

"Did you love him?"

"... yes, I used to like him. But I really am a coward. I can't even say it. I can't communicate well. Just a slight discomfort made me do something I can't control. I was afraid I might hinder him. So, I just stayed silent,"

"But, now, you clearly said many things perfectly,"

"Indeed. Perhaps because I am just a soul. I have to warn you. I really am autistic, somehow I can't control my brain. If I push myself too hard I might hurt myself. You know, tantrum. But all of the years being alone help me a bit to tame my action slightly. This is also thanks to Wan Couple and BaoBao,"

"So, what you trying to say is your body a real autistic, aren't you? Somehow you understand to stop the tantrum, but your body won't accept the command. This might happen to me if I am too excited?" She just nodded for an answer. This is challenging.

"I just remember about Zhou Qi and Kirana events. How about the other?"

"I am autistic. If I am keen on people or something I just focus on them. This is also a headache for me. I believe in the past, there were also the names you met today. But I can't remember too much. My memory is related to Zhou Qi and Kirana. Just them,"

I let out a long breath. She said, "Sorry,"

We just keep silent after then. I looked at her pale face. Indeed she looks younger than Yuki's current body that I occupied now. "So, the purpose I was called here is to protect Aunt Wan and BaoBao?" She nodded her head continuously. So excited.

"Did you also have a thought to revenge Kirana?" This time she was shaking his head very hard. "Are you perhaps scare of her?"

"No, there's no use for revenge. I just tried to remind you. Just focus on living well by yourself. Be happy," I smiled after hearing her answer.

"And, what about you?" I asked again.

"Even though later I disappear from here. I am very happy can meet BaoBao and Aunt Wan again. If I could I wanted to go back when they're still alive without your help. But, I can't. When activating the time attribute, I have to touch something with a soul inside it. When I want to swap souls I just focusing on the target. I touched my own soul to travel to the past. I searched for a kind soul in their dead-end and swap soul," she explained it like buy candy in a forest. It sounded simple but very complicated to me.

"Haaa, okay. I'll take care of them," she smiled so brightly. It seems I can meet her just in this white room. Yuki also justified it, since her soul is weak. It really tormented her when taking over the body.