2 Five and 8..... but what about 5?

i been jogging for a hour or 2 before i realized i had no idea were i was, so i went i got on one knee and but my full palm on the ground. My vains glowed blue but it was fine cause no one was outside at the time. i was about 58 miles away from the mansion. I adapted a short cut threw a few alleys. i walked cause i didnt want to waste any energy... you know... just in case. so i walk threw alleys one that wasnt so bad it just smelled bad, but on one was there. the second alleys was worse the 1st but still wasnt "Horrible". there were a few males and what seem to be a hooker but other than some "OoOoOoOo" and "nice butt" it was fine. But alley 3... was bad... these 4 white males were there and one grabed my arm... SERIOUSLY STOP GRABBING MY ARM PEOPLE!!!!... but not the point... one broke and and glass beer bottle and pointed it at me and said " come on cutie there so need to fight" he touches my thigh. I smile and i says " alright lets play" I throw the one the was holding one to my arm across the alley and the I grabed an atom and twist it into a knot and put it in the guy with a beer bottle mouth and made him close it which case the 2 atoms to combine which cause his head to blow up. I took 95% of that energy out of the atom so the big bang didnt happen. and than i ran over to the other guy who was running for his life. got got on his shoulders and twist his neck, and of course i left the 4th one to tell the tale that on one will believe. I left the alley and jogged my way back to the sparrow Academy with no more troubles. i crawled back to my room were i remember everything..... when 5 kissed me.....it not insect or anything but... it was just weird. i crawled in bed but i couldn't fall alseep even after everything so i controlled my continuous and made me extremely tired. so i fell asleep after a few minutes. I woke up at 6:30 am to birds, who i eventually told to shut up. you all might think bird are cute and sound adorable but they are annoying and kinda ugly. and you can't change my mind. I walked pass 5s room.... i stopped rigjt infront of it.... i don't know why but i kinda wanted to go in... but i didn't cause im a wuss. so i went downstairs and made a big breakfast for everyone when i was in the middle of making eggs 3 different ways i heard somone com down stairs. i knew it was Five cause the sound of the steps were much lighter. I didnt turn around cause i was busy when i could feel Five right behind me. he moved my hair to the left side and before i could say anything he started to kiss ny neck. a little bit of me wanted to tell him to stop but most of me wanted him to continue.... cause it felt so good. but soon i came to my senses and said " Five... im busy" he whispered in my ear and said " i know you like it~" my eyes widen and i turned around and said " shut up. no i dont" with a stern voice but he just chuckled and sat down in a chair. once i finish i could hear the others come down. "Diego","five","klaus","vanya","luther" and "alison" said "thank you" the others just sat down and started eating. I made eye contact with 5 for a second but i look away and went upstairs cause i was not hungry after look him in the eyes. I went to my room and left the door open cause why not and started experimenting. i grabed a piece of paper and a pencil and closed my eyes, I went deep into my cautious. i stayed in ther for a while tell i felt the "sigh" that i was done. So i opend my eyes and saw one tree on fire and one not. Im not sure what this mean or why i keep on drawing weird things but thats why im trying to figure it out. i stare at the paper so hard i didnt hear Five come up stairs. Five knocks on the door that had scared me. i jumped and had dropped the paper. i chuckle and say " what's you need?" he walk towards me and sat on my bed which across from my desk that i was sitting at. he said " I was wondering if i could give you a real name?" I look at him blankly than i think about it... hm number 8 ist that cool of a name. it isnt even a name so i look at him and say "um-eh sure" he look at he as if he was studying me and he said as if he was announcing to a hold audience " You new name is.... Lucy" i smiled. that name was cute. before he could go tell the others i hugged him. he has been the only to make me feel human. for a moment it was as if didnt know how to react but he eventually hugged me back. I letted go and he lefted. i still dont know how to feel aboy Five... But than again i dont know how to feel about 5 anymore either....

Later I went down stairs to grab a water bottel when i saw number 7. she was looking threw the cabinets looking for somthing. Me being the smartest person in the world i just walked in and a walk towards the fridge to get my water.... somehow im the smartest person in the world... she says with a grin appearing on her face she says " Its kinda expected" i turn her way and with an a confused face and she says " well of course you are falling in love with the person who ruined you chance to have a normal life.." i look at her than i look at the floor than i ask" what do you mean?" she looks at me and chuckles " please. you are totally in love with 58 years old five. and it kinda depressing i mean... deid or not at least you were happy. now you are miserable..... and wants to die anyways." she smiles and leaves the room for me to think. i turn around to see "Alison" standing there, it was clear she heard the hold conversation. she walks up to me and says " Wait hold up, you are in love with... our five?" that not what i expected her to say which caught me off guard but i came to my senses and says " um uh n-no...?" i brush her hand off my shoulder and turns the other way to where the fridge was but she turned me around and says " you know he didnt mean for this to happen to you. He was just doing what he thought was right at the time..." I look her dead and the eyes but says nothing. after a few seconds i turn around and grab my water out of the fridge and heads upstairs... the things i do for water. as i said before i don't know how to feel about five And i still dont. I just want time to process him to deside if im " in love " with him or i "hate him" for changing the past that had effected my life. I go into the room to wear 5 was waiting for me... I was about to turn around to leave but he teleported and grabbed my hand. I turn my head and said " What do you think you are doing? you know I can kill you fasger then you can teleport right?" he looks at me and smiles.... he pulls me against him and he looked down at me.... I looked up... and frozed I don't know what to do. he bending down a little and softly put his lips againt mine... He kisses me... and I do nothing, Cause it was so soft and warm. He stopped for what seem like seconds but the true time shall be unknown. He bend over futher and he whispered " I know you like it.... so why are you resisting?" I don't know if I liked it or not.... Im so confused. I have never kiss someone for "relationship"or "love" reasons. I just looked away cause i didn't know what eles to do. He pulled up my chin up again and kiss me one more time before leaving. I just stood there stupidly. I walk towards my desk and grabed a pencil and paper, and than went into my cautious. I wanted to see how i was feeling. When i got my signal that i was done with the drawing i opened my eyes to see a hand in the ocean it was clear that this person was drowning in the drawing, and than it hit me.... I'm downing in these feel forced "relationship". It's was obviously 5 cause Five was just be "charming" I guess or was playing around, But it was clear that 5 wanted me... but i don't think im ready to be in something with him weather its a "love relationship" nor a " friendship" I think he ruined that chance over the years. I'm super i will be able to gain A relationship with him some day but not now. I took my drawing and put it in my drawer that had came with the desk. I hear someone approaching my room so i take a whiff and it was obvious it was Alison. I dont look at the door instead i take out a piece a paper that has stuff written on it so i looked busy hoping she wouldn't bother me but of course she knocks on the door and with my dumb reflexes I look her way. She smiles and says " look i know you don't trust me that much but i am trustworthy just take some DNA and watch" i looked at her and sighed. i walk up to her and... grabbed a sharp knife in my shorts and cut a dap were i took the little drip of blood and put thats finger in my mouth as if i got a "Boo boo". My eyes burned in blue and i saw everything in a flash. I got out of her cautious after what seem like years but it was really 5 seconds. I widen my eyes taken in all the information and look at her. i grab the arm were i cut and but some atoms smitched together and made white cells so she would heal within seconds. I sat down and she bend over and asked " do you trust me now?" she said with a smile, i look at her and shakes my head. She was extremely trustworthy i could feel it... I stand up and i looka down at her and i said " I can feel you trustworthiness but That could be towards anyone. Trust is earned not given out." she looks at the ground disappointed. She slowey walk out of the room and i closed the door behind her. I sat on my bed hoping no would disturb me but of course with my luck Five zaps in. I put my hands in front of my face from annoyance and " what do you want portal boy?" I say harshly. i could feel this smile disappear threw the waves of "feeling" i guess. He walk towards me and and sat down next me on the bed And immediately I could feel angry fill my body. I don't want to talk to anyone I just wanted to go to bed! why won't people leave me alone! Ugh! there are so many people here why do they keep on bugging me?! I hid my frustration underneath my hands. I just sat there not wanting to move. i could feel his eyes burning threw me. He hugged me... i was surprised... his pass... his current... he is nothing like this... Im confused and frustrated. I just wanted to punch something. But i just sit there with my face in my hands and still as i can be.