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Today, is the first semester of my final year. Exams went good, I'll be the same as usual, the average, dull girl. Know what? I have crush on this guy, I meet everyday at the bakery near the square.

Today, I had to face that stupid Lena and I hate myself for not being myself. Insults on insults, that is how my days are and this is my whole enjoyed college life.

She calls those delinquents handsome. She is such a mean person I've ever met. Why I should help her during the tests? Who is she to me? Why can't she die, for everyone's sake?

'Whoa! she's got so much in her! Vengeance? May be' I thought. 'But Lena's got some nerve, this girl. What is she?' I contemplated.

In my third year holidays, this book have left a great impression on me. Thirteen reasons why. I felt the protagonist, Hannah Baker was a petty person. She was at a fault when she stole her friend's boyfriend. She calls him her first Kiss! If not were the rumors, they would still continue the dating. Doesn't she? She tells that she isn't a bitch! But she is! If she knows, who her boyfriend was, then why she had to befriend that guy! What does this thing call?

But, at some point of time, I feel like I'm her. Getting being used, for the so called *good friend*. Yeah and that person is none-other than Rose Richards.She always acts as a good, caring person. A person who hears all your worries, concerns and gives advice and all shit! She is not that great of a person, she reminds me of the character, Courtney Crimson.

No wonder, Colleges and high-schools are the same, everywhere.

I got to know the person I like. He's a post graduate guy! He's a sweet, caring and most lovely person I've met in the recent years. But, the girl, about the same age as him. It concerns me. Is she his girlfriend? His classmate? Acquaintance?

It's eating me up!!! Ugh!

"What? Don't go to random guys?" I brooded subconsciously.