1 THE START OF MY STORY....AND MY DEATH (part 0)

{ NE.NE. do you know the value of your live.

i bet you would say something like."i value more than 1b dollars/won/yen....".

doesn't matter what currency you use.you will say some insane amount of money to value yourself.

but sorry i will breake it on you. if you came to see what you did in the past or do in the future it does not matter at all not even a little bit. you wanna know why??. easy, you just die in the end, right? , you should be feeling gratefull that you have lived, right?.and that is really in itself a bless, so you know, just live the life you are in to the fullest extent of it, until you are satisfied, then you can die in peace. }

those were some of the words that my grandfather said to me on the death bed,or rather the ground. he said those things while looking at my crying, disfigured,and bloodied face.

I did not care about the people who are looking at us with pity in there eyes , circling us in the streets .

and here,l finally have snapped out and started crying, crying and crying more when I saw Grandpa without any breath and movement in his body, while i shake his body to wake him up, not believing what is happening in of me, I stopped crying and laughed. yes I laughed like a psycho,and the people surrounding the area started making sounds like yelling and gasping, when I rised my head and looked at them, then I heard someone saying,

"look to his hair, did it just changed " person 1.

"what a poor boy" person 2.

I heard many other things ,but most of them said something about my hair, then I caught a reflection of my face on a shattered piece of glass in the ground, and what I saw surprised me, what I saw is a white hair, with red color in some places, and a face covered by blood and my silver eyes. 'm..m..my hair...it turned.... white....my face is....covered with.. is that..my blood..?', I thought. and then a feeling had strucked me, a feeling of having no strength in my body and I falled face-first to the ground and I had passed out

on the bloodied ground with the dead body of my grandfather on my side.

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