Blake's POV
I was sitting in my room constantly thinking about her.
Lydia.
I want her so bad. The way she was looking at me was hurting me. She wanted me but i am not ready to date anyone again.
Taking over Parker Enterprise and studying at the same time is really hard for me. I want to show my dad that i am capable of taking over the business.
Dating Lydia again would not work for me. She stays in Sydney now. If she would come back, then maybe i would date her.
But I guess its better for both of us that we don't date now. She is studying and has a career ahead.
What if she leaves me again?
Also, i have become a horrible person now. She is still pure. I dont want to ruin her life.
It would be better for us if we date. Maybe i could become just friends with her. It wont ruin anything in anyway.
I still love her. As much as i have tried to get her out my mind, it seems impossible to do that when is here.
Whenever i see her, my heart beats at an incredible pace.